hols are boring

memories..

today break fast with ziyad,zul and jabir at kfc. good ah. i ate mcspicy. but unfortunately jabir lost his mp4 here. damn. cos after eating we went to the theatres in jurong east to watch balls of fury so we kinda got a little excited. sorry jabir! we'll buy u an mp4 for ur birthday aite? haha

so we watched balls of fury. the movie was good but it wasnt as funny as blades of glory.

on monday its MT paper! i hope i can do my best!

dear blog/diary,

from the past few weeks i noticed a change of behaviour in me. i have started doing my homework and i did my pressure and mole test with ease. but im not so sure about sine,cosine or tangent graphs. i was still learning and that teacher just give us the test but i understood her situation since exams were coming.

i also try to be friendlier towards people. now im quiet in class.maybe the change is for the better. its for the exams. its for the future. i dont care about what people thinks about me or say bout me anymore.

this few days is all bout my exams. im aiming for chem and emaths to get A1. so im gonna work hard.

just now play uno funny sia. esp ziyad. he said learn from mistakes. kepala pisang dier ah. haha. we sabo him until he got +24. haha. okok.. i wonder what will i be eating for buke

this few days ive been studying like shit. finish revising e maths. now on amaths. chow

puasa is coming!! i guess i will have no money to watch movies whatsoever. anyway heres my top 10 movies for this year. and top 5 beautiful girls this year.

1.Hairspray
2.Transformers
3.Blades Of Glory
4.The Simpsons Movie
5.Ratatouille
6.Fantastic 4:Rise of the silver surfer
8.Disturbia
9.Wild Hogs
10.Mr Bean's Holiday

thats for the movies

nowfor the girls..

1.Brittany Snow
2.Megan Fox
3.Jenna Fischer
4.Jessica Alba
5.John Travolta!!!(haha)

thanks gwm??
that really lifted my mood
now i know that people recognises you when you do something bad but when you do something good they only recognise you temporarily.

hmm. holidays what do do sia. yesterday i watch hairspray at cineleisure. money was well spent! it was the best movie ive ever enjoyed this year. no other movies got me moving and grooving while seating. then after i got back home i watch the movie which started the history of musicals.. GREASE! haha
nice la sey. the only musical i dont like is high school musical.

hmm. so tmr helping cikgu yunus 'renovate' the malay class at level 4. haha. helping him to waste time but including getting more pahala.

haiyo.. no one to chat with. wonder what my best friend is doing at negeri sembilan eh??

phew.. just now seram lah sey. i know i didnt sound great but at least i got the courage to sing on stage not like some person.. i know that i did my best not like some people who only sit down and criticise other people

i was so scared when rehearsal time. my legs were shaking, my hands were wriggling and my heart kept pounding faster every minute. but the outcome ok la

as for school, i was damn pissed when that bitch shout when i just wanted to seat at yibin's place next to jasper.
shout anyhow.


anyway good luck for tmr's performance 3/9!!!

woohoo! i mastered ghostbusters tab!!

just now humanities challenge at nanyang girls high was quite interesting. too bad our group didnt show the part where zidane headbutts materazzi. damn. i only learn one thing there which is the flower on the singapore 20 cent coin is a powderpuff flower. heh. interesting eh

tmr is the rehearsal. i hope i dont screw up eh.ive been practising all week.

wah. long time never update sia. fuck!
did so many things during the past 2 weeksv
first of all common tests.. i failed a maths and physics. always this 2. i dont have any As at all sia. damn

next i love my brothers. jabir 3/6, ziyad 3/5 and zulhilmi 2/8

in class, mr teo asked me to change seats as i was too noisy. maybe. cos Jentle and Mario keep disturbing me mah..
so i moved next to Zihao in the most front seat of all. damn.
maybe it was for my own good. i can concentrate better now

i cant believe we need to perform for teachers day. at first the class wanted to have a play. rehearsal day came and no one did anything. since it was compulsory for the class, we decided to sing lah. the songs were i have a dream and we go together. maybe theres a 3rd song summer nights but havent confirm.
finally a chance to show off my talents. haha

so this fri the class going to humanities challenge at nanyang girls. we're planning to rehearse in the bus on the way going there.

then on saturday rehearse again. then afternoon go to nephew's birthday. his 1st birthday!

see so many plans huh.
gtg
chow...

cibai

haha

(chang chang changity chang shu bop!)
haha

just now emaths and pure chem common test paper was fucking hard. jasper's fault ah. i kept asking him what was avogrado's constant (heh i kinda forgot).. then he showed me the fucking face. fuck sia..

JASPER!!!

btw, thien sen's mentos chewing gum was extremely addictive.




haiz.. shes got a boyfriend now

just now did some revision on a maths

heres my top 3 hated topics for a maths

surds
partial fractions
roots of equation

friends. they come and go. but some stayed in ur heart. they're called bestest of best friends. here are some of mine

pri 4(first year in de la salle) 4A
ridhwan
haiqal


pri 5 5F
haiqal
jasper


pri 6 6H
samuel
alyssa
lynette


Sec 1 1/6
Hilmi
Zulhilmi


Sec 2 2/6
Hilmi
Zulhilmi


Sec 3 3/9
Daryl Lai
Bryan
Wen Wei
Bing Han
Jasper


those in YTP
Ahmad Farid
Kumar
Joe
Safat
Mavin
Kavee
Askdee
and loads more


these are the names the special names that i treasured the most. they have never hurt me emotionally or think highly of themselves.

some of u might think that my best years were in 3/9. well thats the third best. first best was in primary 6. then primary 5.

simpsons movie funny sia.

got green day
funny scenes
arnold schwarzenegger
tom hanks
masturbation
and loads more

a must see film!


woohoo. i love carrie underwood! now i love country songs!

last friday went to al-mukminin. cos ziyad wanna sell.. ahem2. so he got his pay and we all went to eat! yea! so we settled down in this coffeeshop and asked ziyad to buy for us(me and jabir) chicken rice. but that toyol ah.

theres this ayam penyut shop beside the chicken rice shop. then he go disturb the auntie," we dont want chicken rice. we want ayam penyut"

fuck right.

so after that we dunno where to go. it was 2.30. still early la to go home. so we relek2 at vivo babeh!

we relek babe

then we saw this american guy. we sang american idiot for him!!
we took some pictures.

fakers,emos,people who care bout looks

those mention are the new generation of stupid people living in this planet today. no one knows why they are here. they are spread by a deadly disease called peer pressure.

be realistic la

so what if ur an emo? no one notices you when u cry
so wad if ur handsome? handsome but pathatic attitude? fuck man fuck
whats the moral of the story? dont be self-centered and change that attitude


heres one example of how people would react.

me: aliff who is the singer for anugerah sucks. he cant sing
other peeps: can u sing better than him? oh wow. hes just so handsome! i dont care!

i bet peeps who are reading this dont care also.
what has happened to this world?

feeling fuck up lately. maths and a maths have started to become much harder. especially a maths. so many little numbers and alphabets in one paper!
schoolwork's piling up. but my fucking tutor adds to it.
cant bear with it sia.

why cant i be in a peaceful environment? where only music existed and prolly girls too.
people will say it's for the future.. i know i know

i recall what mr poh says everytime he relieves my class.
"you must get 7A1! you got potential. i know you are very naughty. you remind me of my son."

i dunno.maybe im not up to the task.

just now accompanied hilmi to sim lim square to buy a psp. now psp cheap sia. $242 only. but without that fucking GST of course. umd was around $35. and then the protector plus casing =$30. only spent $300+ which was quite a steal. i lent my 2gb memory stick to him.kesian la. but lent only. he will pay once he gets the money.

now many people are buying psps. people i know that owns a psp are myself,shaid,fauzi,anwar,hilmi,rayton,jentle,jasper,jennifer and the lists goes on.

PSP VS NINTENDO DS

psp wins because of the variety of games you can play. ranging from gameboy advance to playstation 1 and psp of course. so its worth it.
for ds its the touchscreen which is the wow factor. other than that nothing new


PS3 VS XBOX 360 VS NINTENDO WII

nintendo wii wins overall. best graphics but thats not all. the controller is awesome. its like it controls ur motions. it feels like you're in the game. imagine you are playing a tennis game and u need to swing the controller.

xbox 360 i dunno. never been a fan of xbox.

ps3 way way expensive dude

i cant stand it anymore.. but i wont give up. another 1 and a half years and im out of the school. now im just putting up a brave front so that mr teo isnt worried bout me.

to think they even spread a rumour bout me. i rape my sister? i thought u guys rape ur own sisters. gangsters are supposed to be like that anyway. its like they disturb us they like it. when we disturb them, oh well.

why do they even want to join a gang? their families dont like them? they are orphans? i bet not. its for fun i think. gangsterism doesnt help in the future.



had a physics test and malay test just now. it was pretty ok. this friday harry potter man. i cant wait!!

transformers rules! the game sucks

i cant wait for thursday. harry potter! not to mention hermione too. hehe

sape2 nak ikot?

quotes from blades of glory



it is sex on ice

he just release a new book 'let me put my poems in you'

that young man was how babies are made

chazz michael michaels walks alone. thats why they call me a lone wolf

issit good stockholm? cos its good for me. lets have a smoke

mcelroy is down. oh a perfect headbutt! hits the flame! *looks to the audience*

hey. youre an official here? cos you have officially given me a boner. im a sex addict.. its a real disease. with doctors and medicine and everything

maxim. last issue. chazz michael michaels is figure skating. Boom!

oh no its the evil wizard!
hey little forest bitches
how do u sons of bitches hear me. whow. hey everyone this gary the squirrel. i am nothing but a human onion!

i see u got fat.
i see ure still look like a 15 year old girl but not hot.

i know more than u think u know. i know more than you know you know!

u get alot satisfaction from those $15 hookers.
im never satisfied! its a curse

we're gonna sing with one song and one song only. my humps by the black eyed peas. "my hump my hump my lovely lady hump"

hey look. they're laughing at us.
hey. they laugh at louis armstrong when he said he is going to the moon. now he is up there laughing at them

*naked* just thought u'd like to see what a skater body really looks like. looking is free. touching's gonna cost you something.

shes as cold as the ice she skates on. oh wait. whats colder than dried ice? laksana.

what do you guys have that no other teams have?
twin dongs?
exactly

um. hi. sorry im late. i was um,having sex.. alot. im katie, oh and im a sex addict.
wow. ure a sex addict too?
sex sex sex. what could i say?

i dont want to have sex with my friend's girlfriend. wisdom to know that masturbation is sometimes a sensible solution.

i know that sex addiction is a disease. *touches her boobs* this is so wrong. jimmy's my friend. i cant do this.
do you really mean that?
yes i think so? no.
you you. you sex demon! you sex fiend! impure! impure!

cmon pick up. hey jimmy. hey. what happen back there was so not a big deal. just think of it as a boob handshake between me and your ladie's boo.. just call me back.
from me,chazz

for about a month. my urine smelled like marshmellows.

you'll fall asleep. cos i miss you jimmy. and i dont wanna miss a thing. so call me back!!

hey jimmy!
chazz!
hey. i didnt sleep with katie. we didnt even get to second phase. what i felt in my pants was weird and shameful.
i know! dude. you better get down here or else we're gonna get disqualified.
katie's not a whore!
ok! i get it!

lets capture the dream!
capture the? whered u come up with that? i love it
i have no idea where i came up with it
*capture the dream* sign behind them

i was a sex addict cos no one ever loved me. i never had a father ok. but i dont care! cos i now got a brother. and this is his lovely girlfriend. and shes not a whore

top movies in the first half of 2007 (my opinion)

1.Blades Of Glory
2.Fantastic 4 : Rise Of The Silver Surfer
3.Mr Bean's Holiday
4.Shrek 3(doniqq)
5.Spiderman 3

mr kamar is one fucking 8 finger person man.. monday said he cant come. then just now said we(me and zi) can come for jamming. then after we arrived school he said cannot cos haven't put up the curtains yet. wtf?

lucky i brought my lappy. the damned zi with his 4.30..
so we used the lappy at the library.
wireless@SG was free. thanks singnet!

so we go see OTHER PEEPS friendster << zi's idea
then we watched bruce almighty.
funny ah

today i was so happy cos i was looking forward to seeing the jamming room. but 2 fucking guys destroyed that mood. fauzi and aniqq. fuck ah. i trusted them to take care of my bag and hp and this was what i got. they sms/prank call/ peeps in my hp contact list.

cb bodoh..

sorry to all the victims. i bear the responsibility

anyway, im in a new cca. recording/jamming club. sweet eh?

yesterday watched blades of glory. damn hell. the movie was funny all the way! we watched a causeway point cathay cineplax. long time never been there sia. last was in 2005 when i watched harry potter with iskandar.

the cinema shiok ah. very big. we sat down we saw two couples. one a malay and one a chinese. the chinese one was behind us and the malay one was at the right end. and wtf. i came to watch a movie not a porn movie.

yeah the movie was awesome. better than that draggish spiderman 3. you will laugh until you choke ah.. believe me. this is the movie you've been waiting for!

there was this "client" i met few weeks ago on the internet. he was having a relationship problem. thus i helped him.

he said he wasnt so handsome but who cares? i know women always say about "oh i want my bf to have 6 packs, oh i want my bf to be handsome" but deep down their hearts,they just want somebody to love and be loved at the same time

my face isnt as handsome as some of my friends are. but i have more uglier things other than my face. let me tell u all about my experience.

it happened in 2005. around december. i was playing soccer with my friends in the basketball court. yeah. things were fine. i tackled hard but never kicked my opponents legs. but they got frustrated.
the ball was in the air. i challenged it with my head. one guy uses his foot. boom! it struck my lips. after that i was unconscious. i remember i bleed alot. i woke up i found myself in the hospital. i asked for the mirror. and this ugly human was staring at me.

i asked myself ,"is that me?"
"the one with the splitted lips?"
i cried. who wants a scar anyway? i didnt deserve it either
the doctor sew back my lips

about 1 year had passed. the scar is still there beside my lips. but now i treat as my own body part. i dont care how people looks at it anymore.

so back to just now
u see. modern day dating has become simpler due to the usage of internet,handphones and more. the older days people like your parents ask face to face so that they can switch numbers.

its not about the face or body. its about the heart. what we do,think,feel is all from the heart.

watched back to the future 1 and 2 for the past 2 days. long time never watch sia. first time i watch i was around 5-7 i think. HBO always show this movie but i never seem to understand the plot until now!

well. time travelling to the future or past is something nice but unrealistic.
i mean who doesnt want to know his/her future

i wanna know what im going to be like
i wanna know whos my wife..
i wanna know whos my kids..

but time. no one can change time
got so little time
just a year more and its o levels

come on sufi. snap out of it!
u can do better at the final year exams
snap out!
stop thinking bout guitars
stop thinking bout girls
stop thinking about going out
please!

i wanna make everybody proud. my parents,my tutor,god,ah shit.. pressure to do well. i love it but i cant seem to achieve it

today felt tired
whole body was aching due to sundays run
and mr shitto was like fuck
he was picking on me
ok
i admit i made some noises
but the girls were louder
and he didnt confront them
but he confront me
i talked to him
"eh fat guy watch your language"
"i know you're a flirt. big ass"
"you said my noises irritating to your ears. well your appearance is irritating to my eyes"

like fuck


tomorrow got excursion at changi airport. gonna be a long damn ride. so i need to bring psp to entertain myself. but confirm i dont get to play.

must watch movie

- evan almighty
- the simpsons
- fantastic 4: rise of the silver surfer
- Transformers
- Harry Potter
- Blades of Glory

A maths paper was a killer. i couldnt do most of the questions but i did the logarithms and matrices pretty well.
times up my friend,jennifer,psst at me. she ask me to look at her foolscap. sial lah. almost empty sia..

pure physics paper was a killer.. the section a was easy. then b and c cant do much. geography was manageable.
tomorrow the deadliest paper of all! Additional Mathematics!!!
i hope i get a pass sia

i need to change my aim again
Emaths A1
Chemistry A1
Mother Tongue C6
English B3
Social Studies C5
Geography C5
Physics C6
A Maths B3

when life has been unkind
and youre losing your mind
look in the mirror
afraid of what you find
it feels like time is not on your side


goes to my friends.. cmon.. dont give up yeah?

i wanna be the magic in everyone's life
i wanna be the inspiration in everyone's life
i dont need fame,just the opportunity
please give me the opportunity
to brighten up your life

fauzi's gay with kurt nilsen
jabir's gay with click 5 and mcfly
alfian and me are gay with fall out boy
shaid gay with hinder
ziyad's gay with sudah tu sudah
aniqq's gay with dashboard confessional

social studies paper was crap. i didnt know what to write about. PURE chem paper was easy. hah. hope i get A1. tomorrow's E Maths. study3

First was this PS2 my dad bought

Then my mum bought a laptop since i went into 3/9

Then my dad bought for me PSP cos i scored distinction for chem

and my newest addition XD!!!! my new nokia 6300



one word to describe it..SLEEK

oh yea.. met myraa at orchard just now! heylo myraa

Congratulations Man Utd! Premiership champions 2006/2007

a joke

WHO'S DICK HERTZ?

I REPEAT!

WHO'S DICK HERTZ?

woohoo
fauzi's, ziyad's, shaid's and my excitement for spiderman 3 finally ceased today as we watched it just now right after school!

take a look at my damn ticket


it was an awesome movie.. fucking great
and we were like so kecoh in the theaters

me : siak ah! hitam sak! emo sial!(here and there)
fauzi : cibai sial (here and there)
shaid: aku spidey bodoh(here and there)
ziyad: bodoh sial(here and there)

great movie! i dont regret using fauzi's money to watch this movie!!

first of all

happy birthday fauzi!!
that lil boy has turned 15 today
but it was a bit disappointing cos he didnt wanna follow us go jalan2

and fuck man
spidey tickets were sold out very fast

and yeah
me,jabir and ziyad went to vivo just to cool off this fucking outrage cos irfan and the others get to watch spidey! theyve been queuing up for tickets since 7 i think.


nvm bros.. after malay paper we'll watch spidey

we're almost champions!
the title is coming back home at last!
after 3 years of fighting

kudos to this legendary manchester utd team

i cant wait for my results for this week's tests
chem i got 31/35 sia
i hope i dont flung a maths test.. e maths matrices test was damn chicken feet

and now ive been waiting for my english test paper for 2 weeks!! come on lar ms tan. give us that damn bloody paper already. or let ms andrea mark it

and physics test.. die.. i dunno a fucking thing bout it

geo test.. failed.. wtf

ss test.. lucky mr billie joe armstrong tan let us do an open book test. heh.



woohoo.. tmr im gonna get my pay! my first ever!
i will spend it on spiderman 3's movie ticket!!

i did love you cos i sacrificed my time for you
i did love you if not i wouldnt gave u the gift
i did love you when u disappoint me

that msg,the adam thing and loads more things which disappoints me in which over time, makes my heart crumble into pieces

then i dreamt of... friends.. who were always there beside u like u always said

so with this i sacrifice for u to be with ur friends again
i know they do not like me
i apologise for all the bad things i said to them

i didnt wanna leave cos i know this would happen
but u were the first one to ask for break
i respect ur decision so i agreed


now go on.. with ur friends
i dunno whether ill be ur memory or not
but i know that i did love you




goodbye

yesterday dad came back and he asked me to put songs and videos into the psp
wooo
after that went dinner

then she msg saying that its over..
no comments..

the dinner rules
we ate chilli crabs and other seafoods


tomorrow napfa test
tomorrow amaths test
tomorrow i wanna rest la dey..

so tired



just now met isaac(head prefect) at the ICA building(the place for passports and IC
etc)
yeah.. actually wanna go sim lim square to buy 4 gig mem card but got no time.

tmr my dad will be back home after 1 and a half months in taiwan. haha. i kinda miss him
he gives me more money than my mom
hes more understanding than my mom
he gives me anything i want as long as i continue to excel in studies
hes bringing back a PSP! woooo!

ah.. shit.. my throats in pain..
cos on fri i went to jam with cousins
then im the singer
sing until heart's desire
wooooooo!!

tmr physics test!!
damn shit fuck sial cibai kanina

i was fascinated by how fall out boy's this aint a scene,its an arms race made my maid(sorry to say this but i call her kakak) sing along. haha

i was fucking happy when i saw this article

Green Day releasing 3 albums

then i download this song cos i heard it from mr beans holiday

Crash by Matt Willis
what a song! superb even though its a cover version

then i made new friends at msn
lifes so good i dont need anything other than friends
and probably money

When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend

If the sky above you
Should grow dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I'll be knocking at your door

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running, oh yes I will
To see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
When people can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
And take your soul if you let them
Oh yeah, but don't you let them

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yes I will.

ure a bitch cos u only think of urself.

im a bastard for what? loving my friends?

tsk.. immature

Friends (part 2)


friends are there behind you when you fall.
friends are there to understand you the most
friends are there to accompany you
friends are there for you when youve been left out
friends are there to make you happy

my 7 wonders of the world
-to see
-to hear
-to taste
-to feel
-to touch
-to laugh
and lastly to love

when u have friends that didnt do all these things to you, theyre not called friends. someone is just as stubborn. friends also sacrifice their seats.. just a change of seats and a misunderstanding? what kind of fucking childish act is that? why do u still side with them? they'll only make u sad..

Friends

What type of friends do you want?
an honest?
outgoing?
cheater?
joker?
capable?
loyal?
backstabbers?

well if u did pick the cheater or backstabbers, theyre arent call ur friends at all. theyre call bullshit.

Friends dont lie;they only say the truth
Friends will find time to spend the day with you

Fauzi,Jabir,Jasper,kamil,aniqq,zul,zhi song,evia,syafizah,pamela,wen wei,bing han,hilmi,daryl lai,bryan,carina,alfian --->these are the names i could remember in my mind. kept and stored safely. really. they make me smile



last saturday
fauzi,jabir,ziyad and me went out together. first place was vivo city where we watched mr beans holiday
haha

theres a funny part when a girl says what kind of idiot are you in spanish. then mr bean tried to imitate her but his interpretetion was wrong. he said what kind of duck are you? haha

then after the show,fauzi saw a shiny W810i phone on the floor. he didnt dare to pick it up and told ziyad. ziyad,like a toyol, swiftly grabbed the phone and ran for his life.
stealing is a crime kids...

outside, fauzi and ziyad was arguing, on whether who gets to keep the phone. my suggestion was the dustbin. but they dont really care. anyway, i dont give a damn bout the phone.

after vivo city, we went to dhoby ghaut's plaza singapura. on the way and at there, they were still debating. haiz.. like kids..
after walking, we went to orchard. lucky plaza,paragon,wisma atria.. and finally... FAR EAST PLAZA! jabir was like crying.. since its the first time hes been there.
haha




anyone wants to go vivo this sat?

first lesson of tuition went well.
tmr go faiz!!!(far east)

important things to do tmr

~confirm with jabir and alfian to go to faiz house(far east)
~go teach nadia
~11 mins under for 2.4km








75%

to do something that u feel in ur heart thats great, u need to make a lot of mistakes to get there

over time, there will be songs that can move you or make u feel touched.
or the song's meaning is the same as ur fucking life
or the songs just cheerful which represents urself



one song which touched me deep in my heart and u cant describe about its feeling..
Jesus of Suburbia by Green Day
9 min ultra song by green day. by far the best by them.

Jesus of Suburbia basically introduces us to the Jesus of Suburbia, how he was brought up in rage, and love, his atmosphere, friends, and basic general information. Part I, JOS, is just an introduction. "I'm the son of rage and love, the Jesus of Suburbia..."...Part II, City of The Damned, is just a crying out for help, hating his town, his city, and his overall miserable life that he lives. Part III, I Don't Care, is properly named and is about just that. JOS' apathetic screams of pain and how he just doesn't fucking care about anything anymore. Part IV, Dearly Beloved, is JOS asking if what he's feeling is natural, how he can get out, and if anyone can understand...Tales Of Another Broken Home, Part V, is basically the end of the anthem. JOS is fed up, fucked up, and just decides to quit town and quit the life that he's living. "I don't feel any shame, I won't apologize. When there ain't NOWHERE you can go. RUNNING AWAY from pain, when you feel victimized, tales from another broken home"...and he just fucking leaves..

that touched me


2nd song is I'll Be Ok by Mcfly
it basically means that ure not alone.. u have friends beside you. dont drink alcohol or commit suicide when u really feel down.. so yeah

yesterday quickly slept after i came back home at 7. i woke up at 10.30.. then go online.. irfan reminded me of the champions league game so i stayed up till 2.30. well.. it was hell worth it!

Manchester Utd 7 - 1 AS Roma !!!

7!! yes bitch!! 7!!

argh.. my right foot is in pain.. kene pijak.. duno bruise or broken..haha..
i dunno why but i just cant play soccer properly when there are spectators..
ask jabir.. before they came, i was dribbling like ronaldo,shooting like zidane,passing like scholes.
then they came and i was playing shit
maybe i was too tired

finally.. i got the job babeh. $40 $60per month. im teaching my cuz,nadia. yeah!!

im so in need of money
im thinking of working.. heh

as a tuition teacher!
for who: pri 1-6 students
fees: 30-40 dollars per month
low budget but effective!


stupid ad huh.. but i hope it works

woah.. damn stress seh
but i did my revision alright..
heres my aim

amaths - tough subject(B3)
>matrix - complex way to solve a simultaneous equation
>surds - fucking square root
>indices - too many powers
>logarithm - complex way to solve for indices
>alpha and beta - stupid way of solving quadratic equation

malay = confirm fail(C6)

english = okok subject(B4)

emaths - lah abit similar to a maths but a bit easier(A2)

Pure physics = can ah.. if i remember very well(A2)

Pure Chemistry = my FAV!! (A1)

social studies + elective geography = memorise10 times bitch (B4)

long time i never talk about music.. haha
damn fun la jazz
esp norah jones

her songs make me forget bout stress and everything
artist of the month - norah jones!!!

top 5 songs for april 2007
1) sunrise - norah jones
2)come away with me - norah jones
3)this aint a scene - fall out boy
4)alfie - lily allen
5)collide - howie day

thanks everyone for the birthday wishes and presents. i now know that jabir is a wealthy guy. wahaha. hmm. nothing to do at home. just reached home after sending my dear home.


i cant wait to play for my school again in the manchester utd cup. the first time i'll be wearing that blue jersey. woah.. the feeling is gonna be great. its been a long time since i played for school. it was last year against fuhua secondary in the national league 1. oh yea.. CIP hours is included in this tournament!


timetable has changed again. week b's pe will be on thursday. evia wants to camwhore again.. wait evia wait..

what a birthday! haha


i woke up and saw 2 msgs from my darling and irfan saying happy bdae. love them. and then went to school with darling. when im near to my class, my friends pointing KAMAR hand towards me and said sufism is one year older. long live sufism! haha. they all mepek la


then after english lesson they go "hamburgered" me. haha.. dont worry. i didnt break my bones
then jasper and i keep saying anyhow only. haha


after school, alfian and irfan went to my house to celebrate my bdae.
i felt bad for my darling cos she had planned a suprise for my bdae since last month and yet i couldnt manage to find time to do that. but we still meet up



this message is to my one and only love:
yes, im a flirter last time but i changed after seeing you. see how love changed me. im trying not to flirt with other girls as i want to be loyal. i changed for you..

i still remember the msg luqman sent to you. in there was i still love you etc. that was just rubbing salt into the wound. that msg makes me boil so mad that even a volcano cant match. in my mind was like, "shit, i dont wanna lose you" , "do you still love him" , "who do you love more? me or him?" all kinds of shit appeared in my mind.. that was one of my lowest point in my life.. yet i still kept quiet bout it. just leaning towards you while u said it was all nonsense. i felt like breaking down but i didnt. i kept my cool. In times like this, singing a song is good enough to forget pain memories. but not this. this matter was worse than doomsday.. until the vow we made at the parking lot

"dont leave me if anything happens"
u replied," i wont".
then i suddenly thought of Green days Wake me up when sept ends video. it was the same conversation.
but i hope things will not turn that way after that. cos i trust her. i love her more than romeo loves juliet

these few days, i have been 'argueing' (some sort like that) with my dear cos of what she's doing thats making me jealous. its really hard to let go some of these bottled feelings but if not let go i'll suffer. she said why i didnt tell her and said i will suffer. truth is, i am suffering. its just that she didnt know. so i told her what i wanted to tell. hope shes ok. really. i really really love her sia.. for eternity. i know jealousy will only cause trouble thats why i just kept quiet.

i know im a shy guy. i admit. and i admit i deserved more enthusiasm from you. although i just got to know you this year.
Now im opening up hoping to know the 'opened' u when you're with me. u'll get to know the real me real soon honey.
then im scared that when im opened,she doesnt like it. haiz.. things always have its pros and cons huh?


is there any cure for jealousy? does keeping quiet helps?


haiz.. im tired. absolutely tired. soccer training drained my energy for 2 days and tmr got training.. wah.. endure,endure..

i agree with fauzi. being in rock band or knowing how to play an instrument just to be popular or look cool. i myself enjoy playing the guitar. one stroke of a D major is brilliant. one stroke of an E minor is amazing. one stroke of a G5 is intruiging.


haha. nuff said


nowadays i dont interact much with girls as my eyes look only at my dear.. haiz.. but when my eyes look at her with another guy or smsing another guy i will feel irritated. when im irritated u will see me go quiet for a few moment ..haiz..bloody feelings.. its just her friend but i cant help it.. is ignoring it or pretending im not irritated gonna help? i dont wanna trouble her so i kept it a secret..until now.. i hope when she sees this she will forgive me


i wanna apologise to my dear for this. i wanna apologise to her friends for being childish. i wanna apologise to my friends for being irritating etc. syafizah.. i wanna apologise to my teachers for being rude etc. mr haqam and mr teo.. i promise myself u all will see a brand new me after school reopens.. i swear


the last apologies goes to my dear's friends ain and amirah..
i know that both of u think that she ditched u for me but its just a misunderstanding. i know nowadays ive gotten addicted to her but i promise she wont be my cocaine. i dont want to myself to be the cause of ruining ur friendship. u both hate me but i dont. so why dont we become friends? friends are definitely better than enemies. am i right? or am i right?

that band -65 is history. now im with hafriz, hazwan and afiq.

the problem is that we dont have a name. suggestions appreciated

fauzi is getting really out of his mind these days.. so what if i have an older girlfriend? im not after lust. im naturally attracted to her. i love her and that doesnt change until doomsday


the sabbatical course at Hwa Chong Institution was quite amazing. i made friends,close friends, in marvin and Xiang Quan. They were really nice. The best thing about this course was the experiments and the field trips. i hate theories. During the field trip,i manage to catch a butterfly for my darling and i KILLED it. WTF? im a murderer.



my little soldier is hurt.

valentines day is coming and i wanna give something to rai.

yesterday i bought a $50 bracelet for her and i want nothing in return except for her love.

today i went to alot of places with ziyad and alfian. first we went to vivo city. i was amazed as there wasnt many people around. esp the top.. u noe the one got the 'swimming pool'. almost empty sia that place.. stupid ziyad wanna go there to see guitars and plectrums..we ate at long john and off to orchard rd.

HEADLINES!! FILIPINOS HAVE CONQUERED ORCHARD RD!!

u see around u at orchard and theres loads of filipinos. north,south,east,west,front,back all filipinos!!! there wasnt much at orchard.. just some minahs. we took our time seeing sports shop and then went to lot 1,taking bus 190.

we finally bought a plectrum at lot 1 the nearest shopping outlet from our home.

guitar tuner - $25!!

i went home taking bus 302.

in the bus,i made friends with a girl whos carrying the guitar. she sounds like shes a pro. so i asked her that i wanna learn from her and then asking for her number then she said 'gatal eh'
then we laughed

sec 1 and sec 2 was the easiest life for me as school work was easy.. now in sec 3 im beginning to feel the pressure not because im in the top class but theres alot of hard,hard schoolwork.. and the thing that piss me off is that my sis has been telling everyone im in 3/9 and saying that im a braggart etc.. Fuck ah she.. when i scold her she say to everyone 'my bro sucks'.... ape saje je

anyway,i have a new band now. its call -65. we got that name from the singapore country code. -65 consists of 5 members.

Sufi (me) - 2nd lead guitarist and lead vocals
Fauzi -lead guitarist and backup vocals
Ziyad - Rhythm guitarist and backup vocals
Alfian - Bassist
Khairul - Drummer

this is not a joke aite.. im really confident about this band so i hope we'll do just fine

fauzi the pro teach me and ziyad the song good riddance on the guitar.. we fared quite well esp ziyad since its his first song on the guitar

we took a pic and fauzi kept laughing and laughing
im lazy to put it here

grandpa poh was the relieve teacher for maths.

tinky winky , dipsy ,la la, POH

he told my class that he's 70? heh
maths test just now wasnt a maths test at all. everybody was checking other peoples answer to see if theirs was correct

kwok fong took money from me again. $10 this time. he big time gangster.. so dont play2

and i had to stand solo in yunus' malay class since i didnt bring workbook AND textbook last week.. one book one week, two books two weeks

"another 2 minutes left", quoted by the ever-so-calculating Ms Evia Yap

"kwok fong! zhi song! pei cong!", shouted by thien sen, jasper,daryl and zi hao. i didnt know that my words of wisdom would make such an impact in my class

heh.. but im really sorry to kwok fong and zhi song(if u ever see this) and pei cong for making fun of your names
now the fuss is all about mdm chew the old auntie on whether she can teach or not? even she was confused when solving quadratic equations with perfect square.
gangster yibin was confused so as gangster hon yee and Ms Evia Yap

i noticed Ms Evia Yap's skin was peeling off at the head!! makes it look like dandruff.. but its not.. heh..beware girls and boys!! dont get close to her!! its a hair disease!!! haha.. but since i pitied her, i volunteered to take out the 'white thing' on her hair.(gentleman mah)

school bell rang. i met up with fauzi at Al-Iman mosque after failing to find anuar and alfian.

then went to school for CCA orientation to find out that my name wasnt on the soccer list. heh.. padan muke.. kalah 3-1.. dun have me wad

then i went around school looking at cca booths with fauzi. fauzi's ginseng caught my attention.
and then i went to the red cross to see how Evia was doing. i asked Irfan Clone where was she. and it turns out she was marching at the parade square. the way she marched was so funny! then after the marching was finished, she 'hugged' me at the shoulder as if i was some kind of teddy bear! then i joked around with ziyad,irfan,shah dunno wad,anuar,khairul,syafizah and shamimi. fauzi was nowhere to be found.

the best part was i get to lead the red cross song! i was the instructor sia!! haha.

camp sucks.. but the chalet rocks. for zi is 50/50. for me the total fun of the camp was only 25% which is the chalet. i will start from the bus ride to changi jetty.

1st day

my bag was heavy. i ate prata with alfian before going to school. when i reached school, most of the students were wearing pe shirt like we were told to. after waiting about 30 mins, we were finally set to go of the dumb hall.

in the bus,i sat with jonathan since he didnt want to sit with evia. so i disturbed many students in my class. kwok fong,zhi song, mie mie and loads more. i learnt that mie mie was a myanmarian. so we(jon and me) asked her how to speak 'hi i am' in myanmar. i forgot the word. heh.

after we reached changi jetty, we need to line up again. fuck. me and jon didnt expect to reach ubin first since the instructor chose us to ride the bumboat first. inside the bumboat there was a large person equivalent to shadrina,MDM VANITHA! we could feel the bumboat like as if its not balance sia.. then i messaged carina 'got tsunami'.

after reaching, we waited for the others to arrive. fuck sia. just when i wanted to say 'hi welcome to myanmar' to mie mie the instructor told us to go first instead of waiting. we learnt that we had to sleep in a tent. only 5 peeps in one tent.lucky i chose fauzi,jabir aka vanessa,shi chang aka shannon and yi bin aka gangster

it was damn hot at first.i say damn means really really hot. after that it rained. and it rained damn heavily. not much of activites done. wait. i didnt do anything!! haha. only fauzi did high ropes element.food sucks. weather sucks. everything sucks. lucky we didnt bathe. who wants to bathe in the bushes? only jabir did. cooking our food was quite fun though. so at night i slept beside zi. heres the order from left to right. jabir,shi chang,gangster yi bin,zi and me.

2nd day

zi woke me up. i was still sleepy then. we brushed teeth only.. since cannot bathe. and i changed clothes to my strength shirt. we ate mee for breakfast. no taste sia.only the meat got taste. oh well. we started the day stretching up and then going for sensory trail. i saw loads of plants and fruits that i never see before like insecticide plant and i didnt know delifrance started with a hole in a tree! and that legend was started at ubin itself!

it rained heavily when we first reached to the beach for rafting. after building the raft the weather turned really hot. then the raft collapse due to isaacs weight. he didnt pick me cos he said my strategy sucked. heh. look now. after that we swam a lil bit then it rained and we went to eat lunch.

then i learnt that we had to move out of our tents due to floods. we( fauzi,jabir aka vanessa,shi chang aka shannon, gangster yi bin aka pamela and me) dismantle our tents. then we set off for the resort. it was raining damn heavily. i was carrying my bag some more. heavy rain + plus heavy = pengsan. it was a 30 min walk from the campsite to the resort or chalet. look how much we endured. i slept with my 3/9 classmates and alien wilson. it was bloody cold but we still on the aircon. 16 degrees sia. hadi was shivering beside the bed since he was sleeping there. we played pillow fight. i was teaming up with alien vs daryl lai and kwok fong! alien won using his light saber. then we slept.

3rd day

had breakfast then went to jetty. i sat with alien wilson,lynn and carina in the bumboat. i took a pic with alien wilson using carina's phone. we arrived at the jetty. i got out and saw my class,3/9, in full. i missed them sia. even thought how many days only we know each other. we got to the bus and i found a handphone in the bus. i report to mdm chew immediately. heh. honesty is the best policy! then jon and i sang five colours in her hair and uptown girl in the bus.

within 30 mins, we reached regent secondary. i said bye to evia,carina and lynn before going home with jonathan.

i guess i regret my decision for not taking bio... cos the teacher is hot! heh heh.. i kept staring at her for one hour sia.. then my friend tapped my back. "eh sufi who u looking ar,"he said. i replied to him,"the teacher". and i asked him not to disturb my 'honeymoon'. HAHA..

2007.. i hope its a good year!

things that i want in 2007

1) guitar tuner
2) Man utd become premiership champions
3) pay fauzi $4
4) top 20 in class
5) master major chords on guitar