i really wish i didnt post that last time. our friendship suffered because of that and cause of this i started to listen to emo songs again(WTF).
i tried to forget you but i couldnt.
its like my brain wants to forget you but my heart wants to keep knowing you.
you know.
i remember the times we used to have fun chatting.
i missed the 'SUFIII!' you used to say after i just go online
its weird i know
ill always remember 30 april


so tomorrow is april fools day
what tricks will they be up to i wonder
haha
till next time

cheers

its all about the o levels and music babeh

today was a blast. firstly in the morning woke up at 9. left at 10 for 'work'. haha. then met jabir and ziyad around 2 at cck interchange. we took bus 190 to peninsula. surprisingly, sofia(ziyad's ex),fateha(my ex) and her bf and nuri was in the same bus as us. so jabir kacau2 me and ziyad non-stop. haha.

they alighted at rumah 'faiz'. so we continued our journey to penin. once there, we quickly went to the guitar shop! we missed them man! then fauzi,syafiq and alfian came. yea. so we just waste time there ah. actually we wanted to jam around there. but the jamming rooms sucked. jabir didnt get to buy his shirt. poor him

haha. so we decided to jam at chinese garden. our time slot was 6. 2 hours to spend at penin. so we decided to eat. they all wanted to eat at kfc. i was the only one who wants to eat at long john. we decided to eat at long john since we came to long john first.(they all pemalas)

and im glad that they chose to eat at long john. heh.
then after that jabir asked me that question. i was speechless. then i asked him this question 'be loved or to love'
he replied 'oh'
after eating the gang wanted to camwhore. haha fucking whores. all the photos are at my friendster.

then we went to chinese garden to jam. jabir got home first. poor bestie has a curfew! haha
so we covered a 2 new songs. helena by my chem romance and when the sun goes down by arctic monkeys. our cover of helena sucked! well gotta practice more then

till next time. cheers

just now Jentle asked me this question. 'intelligence or strength' i replied 'strength'. he said 'wrong. intelligence is the better choice. a pen is mightier than a sword.' wah. i was amazed that this fucking pervert can say that. haha. Jentle has been a good friend and he always help me in Additional Maths and i appreciate him very much.
then he said 'love is easier if you love yourself'. damn. i was fucking amazed.
that line kept me silent for awhile.
i realised that i need to appreciate things more. even though its a small matter.

now chatting with siti. haha. damn bestfriend. ive known her for about 3 years now. haha. and we still havent met! but i know that shes a good person. how else did she get
250 plus for psle and then can go to crescent girls? that takes discipline dude! haha. yea. shes ever so happy go lucky unless i ask her about someone. hahahahaha. sorry siti! i couldnt resist!

haha. so tomorrow going out with the band. we still havent figured out a name tho. fauzi suggests the name ' my experimental date' it sounded chem-ish. syafiq said ' pape aku nak main guitar je'
my suggestions are
- my favourite accident
- god's best creation
- physically bonded(guess another word for this)

haha. till next time. cheers

i dunno what to post about so ill just post the lyrics to Daughters by John Mayer.

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without the warmth from
A womans good, good heart

On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

work's piling up and i must complete them today. heh. people complain about having stress but they arent doing anything bout it. im proving that you can demonstrate coolness under stress. heh

right now i fucking miss her. its been one day since we last chat. haha.
and im doing A Maths. i realised i forgot everything bout logarithms. but heck, im trying to do now.

MYE is coming in 4 weeks time. gotta study man! good luck everyone. cheers!

ahh. nice nap..
i was feeling delirious since morning. i had no mood to hear what the teachers were teaching. even during a maths period. i always love a maths but i dunno why this time i cant stand the delirium. jentle had to wake me up a couple of times during the lessons.
lucky just now dont have malay extra lessons. if not ill collapse.
i received a belated birthday present which is a hat from eliana. thanks dudette!

so now i have 55 bucks. another 245 bucks to go for that guitar. maybe i should sell my current electric guitar at cash converters.
i dunno whether to save money or spend them. this saturday fauzi wants to go shopping at penin so im thinking of following him to buy a shirt which has the words ' ARCTIC MONKEYS'. haha.


and yesterday i had a fun chat with huda and khaleeda. haha. one is younger but taller. one is older but shorter.the one younger is cuter than the older tho. hahaha

and yea. man utd owned liverpool. brown,ronaldo and nani(kamil) scored. haha. so now man utd leads EPL! yeah

just now cabot madrasah. waited so long for the LAN shop to open but it didnt open eventually. so we went to play pool instead. kelakar nak mampos. ahmad and me were amateurs while yusri is a pro. haha. but i won 2 games. yusri won 2 and ahmad won 1.

was it you who said that im just a special friend
when deep inside i know its more than special
things will happen but not to me
oh things are gonna happen naturally

hearing out your feelings
looking on the bright side
and the bright light fades to night
until someone lights up my life
to sing about the magic
that was you and me


haha havent complete the song yet. no titles. lemme know how u think guys

my 16th birthday was the bestest birthday ive ever had so far. in the morning my msg inbox was filled with happy bdae wishes. even at midnight and before midnight online people sempat type happy birthday to me. im so touched that i can cry man.

haha. so at 11 went off to vivo with family. didnt get to eat at swensens but hey im not that picky. so instead we ate at chicken rice dunno what at the basement of vivo city. the food was damn nice. after eating went to take pics with family at the top of vivo. unfortunately the water isnt active that time. so cant quite relax there.

then fauzi messaged me to catch a movie at plaza sing. my dad allowed me to go. yeah. 16 baby. adulthood. so met fauzi and syafiq at plaza sing. i actually wanted to watch semi pro but its a NC16 movie. and since there still 15..., we went to watch step up 2 instead.

the movie was nice. only the moves was nice. storyline didnt appeal to me

after that went to the arcade(this is a boy's routine). then fun ah. fauzi wanted play daytona. but he put his coin wrongly in the wrong slot. hahahah. he kept laughing all the way. then played basketball! AHAHA. this one funny giler. we played like some fools. and the people who watched us laughed at us. haha. fauzi also laughed. then after the game ended, there was one ball still left. syafiq threw the ball above the machine. HAHAHA

in what ways am i inferior to him?

you make me listen to love songs

i wanna be the next jason mraz,john mayer,secondhand serenade. any acoustic guitarists la!!

4 more days bitch! haha. tomorrow its sufei's birthday. happy advanced bdae sufei!
orite. im craving for nachos,oreo crush, and more emaths homework. hahaha

hey all. yesterday was fun at the bbq. the bbq was so far. aloha loyang at pasir ris. firstly, fauzi planned for all to meet at cck mrt at 3pm. but dunno what happened. after i alighted from cck at 2.50, jabir called me and said that they all meeting at 6.
then meet up with jabir at 3.30. we went to beach road from lavender mrt.

basically, we just wanted to hang around. waste time. jabir also wanted to buy new slippers. after that we went to masjid sultan to solat asar. then bought karipaps for snacks and went to sim lim square. wah this story is draggy. fast forward to pasir ris mrt!

so jabir and i arrived at pasir ris mrt. there were loads of minah there man. sweet.
waited for the gang to arrive. they were fauzi,alfian,anwar,irfan,syafizah and zahirah. yeah ziyad cant come. i miss that lil boy. hahaha

that aloha loyang place is deep inside a 'forest'. yea near downtown east. finally arrived at TERRACE 1, Acacia. Cikgu Salha greeted us. i didnt expect the sec 4 mats to come. damn. fast forward.

while the boys were playing soccer with a bunch of toddlers(yea pathetic), i was busy strumming while the girls watch. then amee joined me. shes a very good guitarist man!
haha. naja,athirah and eliana were shy to sing 'I'm yours' by jason mraz.
then khaleeda,fareza and the others sing along while amee played 'guardian angel'.

yea. it was fun.

The guitar that i want now.

its been 5 mins since u went offline but i already missed you



ok. i need to save up 300 bucks till june for a epiphone les paul special 2

just came back from school. sort out the SPA physics worksheets. wah. goddamn cold sia in the class. fucking rain. yea. so while i was walking, the spa file was above my head all the time. hey. Hair first followed by the file.

so my grandfather was admitted to NUH. his hipbone is fractured after falling in the toilet. went to visit him yesterday. wah. i almost cried. i mean to some people fracture is no big deal. but my grandfather is 90 years plus. its a big deal.

other than that

im chatting with huda, jentle,wen wei and many other people.

huda all of a sudden miss me. haha. i wonder whats up. (see i can make girls miss me. means i got the charisma BABEH)

wen wei and jentle talking bout tomorrow chemistry SPA. JIAYOU guys

Memory by Sugarcult


This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Cannot be your enemy.
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

i had fun chatting with huda. (:

just now best during jamming sessions. we played mardy bum and a certain romance by arctic monkeys. holiday by green day. face down by red jumpsuit apparatus. beverly hills by weezer. yea thats all. fun like hell. all jamming sessions are fun. it helps relieves my stress with school. so yea. holidays are here. so what? everyday need to go back school.

so now chatting with huda. yea its fun chatting with her. she and her white skin. heh. but you can sense the hurt in her after you read her blog. if i was her, i would feel fucked up as well. trying to be someone in disguise. what a fucking way to deceive.
if anyone of you hurt her again, prepare to face my wrath! (ceh2.. haha)

i hope youre happy and smiling.

CHEERS

hmm. panel meeting was ok. mrs pang was so proud of my maths results and said ive been doing good in class and homeworks. mr teo was unhappy with my malay as i got E8..

so here are my results
Eng - B4
Malay - E8
Maths - A2
A Maths - A2
Chemistry - B4
Physics - C5
Combined Humanities - D7

L1R4 = 17
L1R5 = 24(HOW BAD IS THAT?!)