hello2. just came back from ming tjun's so called birthday party. YES I PLANNED IT. hahahah. i know im a great friend. haha just now was so funny la. i had to lie alot to him in order for him to get to pizza hut. the funny thing is each person like got something to say repetitively.

nan sheng: the moon so red. i think world ending soon! need to break virgin. shack!

alvin: kumar kumar kumar

yasin: i no girlfriend leh.

chester: what time is it? can go home?

joshua: lets go watch movie after this! (but in the end never watch cos he alr watched transformers 2)

haha. then yea after that yasin,me,alvin, ming tjun and peiqi went to watch transformers. yea i admit i only watch only to see megan fox AND shia's acting. but it was great. not too shabby. i rate it 7/10. the machines fighting headache sia.



oh yea my friend is doing a survey. could you please help her and do? thanks a lot

the survey

Leaves are on the ground
Fall has come
Blue skies turning grey
Like my love

I tried to carry you
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go

[Chorus:]
Who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
And who'll watch over you
When I'm gone?

You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone
And not yourself?

[Chorus]

And when I'm gone
Who will break your fall?
Who will you blame?

I can't go on
And let you lose it all
It's more than I can take
Who'll ease your pain?
Ease your pain

[Chorus:]
Who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
Who'll watch over you?
Who will give you strength
When you're not strong?
Who'll watch over you
When I've gone away?

Snow is on the ground
Winters come
You long to hear my voice
But I'm long gone


MY FAVOURITE SONG RIGHT NOW. watch over you by alter bridge. haha. so just now auditions at baybeats was okok. didnt know how good we did. cos the judges was like fuck. teenagers. and i think the judges didnt even bother to listen ah. they're like doing their own stuff..

haha. so yea tmr im having my course camp. 3 days 2 nights. so ill be back on wed.
miss me! aha oh yea TRANSFORMERS IS COMING WOOHOO

sometimes i feel like just rocking it out in my bedroom or jamming room can relieve myself from loneliness and stress.

oh yea. this sun having tapestry audition!!!! 1.45pm at beat merchant studios

watch a bit of muse HAARP today on ming tjun's ipod. then i thought to myself. being famous will grant you all that attention u need. im not saying as if im an attention seeker but sometimes u need to attract that attention so that you feel satisfied. (i know doesnt make sense)

like for me, its been hard to find relationships. i think i have no balls to approach a girl or rather im afraid of commitment. but being famous u have that power to have anyone u want. but on the contrary,

when i read about cristiano ronaldo having a night out with paris hilton that seriously disgusts me. being famous has its cons too. you become unloyal. egos turn bigger. u forget ur friends. your head is not on earth anymore and you think youre the biggest star in the whole wide world.

everyone likes to showcase their talents to the world. but remember the ones who helped you recognise ur goals. friends are important people.

well anyway if i do get famous ill resist all temptions of the pros of being famous and be myself. that goes the same if i find the very special girl. i wont change myself. rather accept me or go.

WHEN AM I GONNA GROW UP

yo. haha today was a fun day. only went for 3 hours of lesson. which is maths tutorial and mechanics tutorial. then skipped class. went to have lunch and met ming tjun,peiqi and ian at the library. nan sheng and i watched blades of glory while yasin watched muse HAARP. ard 3 we went to the library board games room. and it was a fucking hell fun time there. some videos are up at my facebook uploaded by norman. go check it out to see ming tjun naked!

i see your face
with every punch i take
and every bone i break
its all for you

the city lights shine for her
above them i cried for her
everything small on the ground below
down below

what if i fall then where would i go?
would she know?