these few days, i have been 'argueing' (some sort like that) with my dear cos of what she's doing thats making me jealous. its really hard to let go some of these bottled feelings but if not let go i'll suffer. she said why i didnt tell her and said i will suffer. truth is, i am suffering. its just that she didnt know. so i told her what i wanted to tell. hope shes ok. really. i really really love her sia.. for eternity. i know jealousy will only cause trouble thats why i just kept quiet.

i know im a shy guy. i admit. and i admit i deserved more enthusiasm from you. although i just got to know you this year.
Now im opening up hoping to know the 'opened' u when you're with me. u'll get to know the real me real soon honey.
then im scared that when im opened,she doesnt like it. haiz.. things always have its pros and cons huh?


is there any cure for jealousy? does keeping quiet helps?


haiz.. im tired. absolutely tired. soccer training drained my energy for 2 days and tmr got training.. wah.. endure,endure..