theres this girl i know of recently
havent been talking to her for weeks
my intentions was just being a friend
yet u think differently
and said i rushed to fast and being too pushy
ok i apologise for that
u humiliate me in front of ur classmates
yet i kept calm.
but before any of this avoiding thing happened
u should have talked with me face to face regarding me being pushy and stuff
i dont like it when u say it to ur best friend.
and then ur best friend spreads it to someone else.

the gig was the sex. but it came at a price :( haha fell sick. reflecting from the gig, i need to be a better guitar player

ok ive decide. ill buy brian mays guitar.

24 frets
tremelo bridge
the price: a whopping 1.3k!!
damn

hello all. the past few weeks i just watch two M18 movies in the cinemas. hahahah what can i say. my face looks like an adult. hahaha. anyway the movie 'funny people' is exactly what my post below was talking about. sacrifice happiness for family. even tho i didnt understand the movie that much. haha

i think im lost in life
the hatred inside me
is piling up
like those garbage is piling up in the dustbin
lost the faith
lost the love
when the day is done
everytime i bloghopped or listen to any kind of stories/gossips/rumours
there will always be a word that will appear in all
one word
break up
cerai
and all those fuck shits
why cant everything be peaceful?
my family has been experiencing the same thing
earlier this year. my cousin whos a MALE went through a divorce.
because why?
his wife loved another man since LAST TIME?
SO WHY DID LAST TIME U CHOOSE TO MARRY MY COUSIN
U HAVE 2 KIDS SOME MORE
THE FIRST GREAT GRANDSON MY GRANDPARENTS HAD
AND U DARE TO SAY THIS NOW..

and and my auntie got a divorce too. cos her husband failed in his business
What the fuck? business is business. love is love. family is family
when ure at home put aside all those work related stuff

and guess what i just watch one movie where theres this 2 couple.
and its about having an affair and breaking up and divorce too.
OH its like my favourite word now


the moral of the story is

FOR THE FIRST SCENARIO
think about your kids first bitch. you're married. supposed to put others aside and always place ur kids first or u can say family first. happiness is another issue. grow up

FOR THE SECOND SCENARIO
ah dont wanna say. her husband wasnt a gentleman

FOR THE THIRD SCENARIO
if my future wife is having an affair, of course i am gonna get upset. i will be alone for dunno how many days or week but will finally realise when i see tears and unhappiness in my childrens eyes. for that i will give up my happiness for theirs. even though it will be awkward for me and my future wife that is




ONE WORD PEOPLE

SACRIFICE

its really a pain when doctors say you cant do any vigorous exercises anymore. soccer is my beloved sport but i have to leave it cos of health conditions. heh. life doesnt go my way

not feeling very good emotionally. gossips everywhere. fuck you.
i can be a funny guy at times ok. but i still have feelings!!! haiz
i guess let the feelings sway into playing the guitar.
i wish i can talk to girls about guitars.

sup whores. haha. long time never update. blogger is lagging so i dont give a damn about blogging but since shahren asked me to oh well. came back from GAY-lang. i swear the only thing on my mind was hotel 81. HAHA no la jk2. peace people. and selamat bulan ramadan from me to you. puasa aites

everything seems weird now. internet is slow. msn is laggy. facebook is slow plus laggy. i cant even comment. lol. and and nan sheng has a girlfriend. wah. one by one getting girlfriend eh. hahahaha

and life is boring since most of my modules is finish. and now left the exams. study study study.

my wants are growing day by day

Boss noise suppressor $110
Boss Digital Reverb $210
Boss Drive Zone $300
Eddie Van Halen phaser ??
Eddie Van Halen flanger ??
Takamine acoustic guitar $325
a tremelo guitar

i think ive got a massive problem here. ive got communication problem. im not like last time anymore where i used to add up unknown people or you can call them strangers i supposed. and then i could just talk my ass off. id like to think myself as the talk in real life kind where its the real thing you know. i supposed growing up as their cons too

now having grown up(hell yeah), i look for specific people to add up. but i cant just seem to chat 'fluently' as i did last time. its like the mojo is gone. and the jojo is still here. yeah that was lame. so now in facebook im actually scared to add people up even though ive posted some hellos on their walls. because i know i wont talk to them as much and its just good as saying 'do not add them'.

life is fucked up eh
eltech is fucked up
the gays are fucked up

anyway i wanna say sorry to nan sheng and melvin for the constant teasings. haha.

i tried to hold back the tears when the doctor said i had a bronchitis. so its something major thats happening in my life. oh why the fuck did i smoked? im a fucktard. i should have quit or maybe didnt try at all. why am i so stupid? i knew that i had asthma but i still smoked. even those stupidest students there know that if u have asthma u should not smoke.

the doctor then put in on a oxygen mask and let me breathe it in for half an hour. i swear to u guys that my chest hurts while im typing this. i dunno how to deal with this yet. im sucha fool.

the doctor, talking to me like a close friend, said try to quit smoking.
ah heres the convo

doc: quit smoking
sufi: yeah i did
doc: good. if u wanna live dont smoke ever again
sufi: doc will i still be able to do my normal activities?
doc: yea but activites with lots of running like soccer u should avoid.
sufi: but doc i have 3 sports and wellness programs remaining
doc: which one is important. that program or ur lungs?

by this time i was already depressed.
thinking about death

so in about 3 days later i'll be going for my XRAY test. i hope its not as bad as what the doctor says.

while putting my left hand on my right chest, i began typing this post. for the past few days ive been experiencing problems with phlegm. not the 'normal' ones. the ultimate greenish-yellow sticky kind. yea. i tried spitting it out. u know the 'keeaaapuiiii' method. but to no avail. the phlegm was stuck at my throat. then just now in school, my right chest felt pain out of a sudden. i felt like fainting. i felt my lungs was making some kind of noise. i guessed its the phlegm thats stuck and went inside the lungs.

then now, ive begun research on symptoms of illness that has phlegm. one word out of my mind came out. bronchitis. i hope its not that serious. if not ill miss out a lot of school stuff. ill miss my friends. my grades will suck.

and to her. after printing for you the papers, how about you ask me to become your danny jones eh? lol.

i hope my trip to the doctors wont have that B word coming out.

hey peeps. im back to school today. wah i missed my friends. haha. right now im having eg1 which is engineering maths. haha. the whole class also not paying attention. some playing dota. haha.

heyho peeps. ive been sick this past 2 days. temperature's been fluctuating. haha. im sick of eating medicine. and ive havent eaten anything delicious since sunday. haha.
i also miss school a lot. friends. and especially seeing her at canteen 2.

heyho. heres some exciting stuff i did for the past week

i dyed my hair red.
practice tapping technique on guitar
did eltech project on my own
played soccer
run
breathe

haha ok basically ive been fucking busy these days. loads of fucking projects that needs to be done. smoked a ton till sore throat.

you know. the inside of me actually wants me to quit smoking for good. but the outside wanna step macho and all and continue smoking. i wonder... will there be some catalyst thats gonna stop me smoking for good..

and for my brother which is farhan(yes im naming you), chill dude. we're both single. i can feel ur pain. i can sense the loneliness too. but love can wait. we're teenagers dude. have some fun with your now closed ones.

hello2. just came back from ming tjun's so called birthday party. YES I PLANNED IT. hahahah. i know im a great friend. haha just now was so funny la. i had to lie alot to him in order for him to get to pizza hut. the funny thing is each person like got something to say repetitively.

nan sheng: the moon so red. i think world ending soon! need to break virgin. shack!

alvin: kumar kumar kumar

yasin: i no girlfriend leh.

chester: what time is it? can go home?

joshua: lets go watch movie after this! (but in the end never watch cos he alr watched transformers 2)

haha. then yea after that yasin,me,alvin, ming tjun and peiqi went to watch transformers. yea i admit i only watch only to see megan fox AND shia's acting. but it was great. not too shabby. i rate it 7/10. the machines fighting headache sia.



oh yea my friend is doing a survey. could you please help her and do? thanks a lot

the survey

Leaves are on the ground
Fall has come
Blue skies turning grey
Like my love

I tried to carry you
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go

[Chorus:]
Who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
And who'll watch over you
When I'm gone?

You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone
And not yourself?

[Chorus]

And when I'm gone
Who will break your fall?
Who will you blame?

I can't go on
And let you lose it all
It's more than I can take
Who'll ease your pain?
Ease your pain

[Chorus:]
Who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
Who'll watch over you?
Who will give you strength
When you're not strong?
Who'll watch over you
When I've gone away?

Snow is on the ground
Winters come
You long to hear my voice
But I'm long gone


MY FAVOURITE SONG RIGHT NOW. watch over you by alter bridge. haha. so just now auditions at baybeats was okok. didnt know how good we did. cos the judges was like fuck. teenagers. and i think the judges didnt even bother to listen ah. they're like doing their own stuff..

haha. so yea tmr im having my course camp. 3 days 2 nights. so ill be back on wed.
miss me! aha oh yea TRANSFORMERS IS COMING WOOHOO

sometimes i feel like just rocking it out in my bedroom or jamming room can relieve myself from loneliness and stress.

oh yea. this sun having tapestry audition!!!! 1.45pm at beat merchant studios

watch a bit of muse HAARP today on ming tjun's ipod. then i thought to myself. being famous will grant you all that attention u need. im not saying as if im an attention seeker but sometimes u need to attract that attention so that you feel satisfied. (i know doesnt make sense)

like for me, its been hard to find relationships. i think i have no balls to approach a girl or rather im afraid of commitment. but being famous u have that power to have anyone u want. but on the contrary,

when i read about cristiano ronaldo having a night out with paris hilton that seriously disgusts me. being famous has its cons too. you become unloyal. egos turn bigger. u forget ur friends. your head is not on earth anymore and you think youre the biggest star in the whole wide world.

everyone likes to showcase their talents to the world. but remember the ones who helped you recognise ur goals. friends are important people.

well anyway if i do get famous ill resist all temptions of the pros of being famous and be myself. that goes the same if i find the very special girl. i wont change myself. rather accept me or go.

WHEN AM I GONNA GROW UP

yo. haha today was a fun day. only went for 3 hours of lesson. which is maths tutorial and mechanics tutorial. then skipped class. went to have lunch and met ming tjun,peiqi and ian at the library. nan sheng and i watched blades of glory while yasin watched muse HAARP. ard 3 we went to the library board games room. and it was a fucking hell fun time there. some videos are up at my facebook uploaded by norman. go check it out to see ming tjun naked!

i see your face
with every punch i take
and every bone i break
its all for you

the city lights shine for her
above them i cried for her
everything small on the ground below
down below

what if i fall then where would i go?
would she know?

this is a poem by Carissa. thanks alot!

His fingers and bones they electrify life,
Of those whom he passes with his guitar like a knife.

They pierce through the skulls and inject like the poison,
The love for music and the soul and his passion.

The soul with each note with each chord with each word,
Like blood they flow through the veins in his world.

To live is to breathe is to play on his strings,
Hanging by one though, the world for him sinks.

He tries to talk and he tries to write,
But nobody understands the way in his life.

Through soundwaves in skies and clouds that go by,
Music is honest yeah music don’t lie.

To understand Sufi you need to know music,
For music is the win

To understand Sufi you need to know music,
For music is the window and the clock that makes us tick.

sup peeps. just now went out with ming tjun. haha wanted to buy some stuffs. so i met him at tiong bahru around 1pm. then we took shuttle bus to plaza sing. then we decide to play pool at parklane.

AND I WON HIM 3-2! lol. then lepak there for awhile and walked to bugis. bought 2 short pants. then went to bras basah to see the guitars over there. and then i saw this cute pedal case which i bought right away for $45. lol

then went to penin to buy jeans but i didnt really like the jeans there so didnt buy any stuff. then we went to STARFUCKS to buy coffee. they spill my drink. wtf.. lol

ok im so bored. so i guess i wanna tell the whole world that i have a fetish for girls that plays a guitar. rockerchics. hahahah. these 3 are my fav

Molly from The Faders

Tasha Ray Evin from Lillix

Colbie Caillat

so yesterday i skipped eltech lecture after the gang had went to KAP for macs because i need to learn a new song on the guitar. hahaha.

today arrived very early for eltech practical. cos if late deduct 5 marks.. -.-
so basically measure resistance and current only. so boring. and ming tjun AND peiqi didnt turn up for this practical. then maths came. as usual i was complacent as i learnt most of it from a maths. then my teddy bear best friend came with peiqi. hahahaha
then we go make jokes on everyone.

see the guitars below. which one is sexier?

Epiphone Firebird

Epiphone Les Paul Custom

then after sch today i went back home straight, met shahren my drummer at sembawang and went straight to city hall for jamming. CB jonathan so late! but this jamming session truly rocks. we were very tight. woohoo tapestry 09 here we come!

i can admit that i have never been this sad my whole entire life.

heyho peeps. im now at np library just slacking around with ming tjun,peiqi,bei jia,yasin all.. lol later i got floorball. dunno wanna go or not. my body fucking tired. haiz. haha. just now i broke mt's toy. sorry mt. although its too late to apologise.

lol. 20 may is tmr and i wanna say happy birthday to farah. i miss you. i still have your bracelet in my pencil box.

anyway, poly life has been great so far. my previous experience with classmates have not been that close so far. until now. hahaha. yeah my classmates are great. my brothers mt,yasin, nan sheng..

even though people know me as very sociable and outgoing, people doesnt know whats inside thats suffering. i know i suck at this.. but seeing her once per week makes my lesson worthwhile. but to know that she treat you differently than other strangers may tell you a thing.

and when i went to dinner with ming tjun and yasin, i couldnt help but wonder. lol lucky theres 2 brothers, ciggies and laughing gas to make me feel better. if not i think ill lose my mind

hello martians. i know i havent been blogging lately. due to the fact that im lazy to change blog skin. its like i do my blogskin in firefox and people who are using internet explorer cant view it. lol

so poly life has been great so far. new classmates are the bomb. MT,yasin,cedric,haikal. and not to mention my IS classmates gary,dan. lol
2 weeks of poly life has gone so fast. haha

and fauzi's birthday on 1st may was a blast. really. read his blog and you'll find out why

today was probably one of the funniest days of my life. woke up at 1pm just now. yeah now its late. cos i watch champions league and Man Utd won! hahah. ok after bathing i played the guitar and 3pm im off to meet shahren at ang mo kio.
turns out that shahren's ezlink was corrupted and needed replacement. then he asked me how his ezlink card was spoilt.
i told him. 'maybe your butt was big until the card turns curvy. or maybe your fart contains a virus'
then he laughed. he said 'my sec sch card can last for 4 years u know'
i replied 'probably ur butt was small that time'
haha

then in the end want to go play pool never go ang mo kio one. stupid shahren wearing his ITE uniform. i went back home and gave him my shirt. then we went to marsiling to play pool.

on the way there,shahren just noticed that his replacement card the gender was stated as FEMALE! hahahahahah.

just now was watching discovery channel. and it was awesome. kari byron is still looking as hot as ever in mythbusters. and bear with his survival skills in man vs wild season 3.

kari byron has made love science more than anything else

yeah next week start school. i hope my new poly friends are better than my secondary sch friends. hahahaha. but seriously there are some parts of secondary sch which i hate. friends and teachers are biased. when i did something wrong someone tell everybody not to be friends with me until the problem is settled.
chinese boys wannabe gangsters. blah3. i hope whatever happened in the past wont repeat in polytechnic life.

i was just wondering. something about girls. its been a trend i see in their blogs respectively.

one girl said 'i promise i dont want to lepak,smoke and hang out together after o levels'
the next day she posted 'hell yeah. after school,i went to lepak with some mats. smoke etc'

another girl said 'u hurt my feelings. u messed up my life. i dont give a shit about you anymore'
the next day 'i cant stop thinking bout him. i miss him alot.baby lets patch up.'



why the fuck are girls so fickle minded?

couldnt sleep again. slept at 7am. woke up at 9am. then went off to ngee ann poly with irfan. the students there installed the software in my laptop. it took ard an hour to get it done. after that we went to lot 1 to watch fast and furious 4. the movie was okok only. haha

ard 3 i met haiqal at lot 1 mc. syafiq planned to play luge at sentosa. lol in the mc i on my laptop and secretly take pics with my webcam. hahahah. then at 4 we went off to vivo taking bus 188. arrived there at 5. didnt know what to do while waiting for FAUZI and the others to arrive so we went to mc and i on my laptop there. they only arrived at 6.30 sia.. then fauzi showed me this girl's blog.

apparently hes got into trouble with a girl regarding his blog. then we go checked her tagboard and the 'passerby' guy wrote in at 6.28pm. 9 april 2009. fauzi arrived at harbourfront at 6.30pm. so how could he possibly be the passerby? and i know fauzi he wont disturb anyone whom he doesnt know. if his blog is really insulting confirm it will be someone that he knows. i hate people accusing others when they really dont have proof or whatsoever. main hentam je. then she wanted to meet fauzi at 5 but didnt meet,saying parents got problem. what kentalness is that..

while we were at sentosa, fauzi looked so depressed and kept saying her name over and over again.

anyway i believe fauzi is innocent. anyone who believes fauzi is innocent should post this line at your blogs respectively.

today was a very fun day. but i had a bad time going to sleep again. slept at around 6 am. woke up at 11am. met ziyad and jabir at masjid darusalem at clementi. yea i know alem. haha. so i helped them sell the karipaps. long time never help them. and the karipap is tasty. bau sedap. makan lebih sedap!! haha. makan satu mesti beli lagi satu! makan dua mesti beli lagi dua!haha

so after that met shahren,my drummer, ard 3 oclock. we went to penin to walk ard. bought an arctic monkeys shirt. i thought the size was ok. now i wear it. its fucking tight. till can see my six packs. and shahren's one was so large till it looks like a dress. hahaha.

after that went to orchard to play pool. and it was pure ownage by me. i OWNED him. i PWNED him.

so we went back home taking the mrt. in the mrt i opened the song 'bohemian rhapsody by Queen'. haha everybody was staring at me sia. then shahren laughed all the way. then i opened the star wars theme song. he laughed. hahahaha

comment on fauzi's blog..

actually elle bino had a gig at wembley stadium for 3 days straight. fauzi on drums me and fiq on guitar. alfian on bass. ziyad on vocals. my side band (dragonforce) was the opening act. a gazillion of people came. some from mars some from UR-anus.

we had fun. then suddenly the crowd booed us. and chanted WE WANT FAUZI! WE WANT FAUZI!

and the fauzi threw himself at the crowd. but no one catches him. he ended up being moshed by the crowd. and i was fascinated bout it while taking a video of fauzi and putting it up at youtube.

then we ended the concert earlier cos no drummer. and we had the after party,drummerless. touch bapoks here and there. drink teh tarik to make us drunk.

yea thats my story

these few days i cant get enough sleep man.. the coughs always made me wake up. and then in the morning my throat is always dry. guess smoking has taken its toll on my body. i mean.. sexy body.. ehem

so yea this wednesday to friday ill be having a camp at my new school.. Raffles JC.. heh.. Ngee Ann polytechnic la.. so must prepare the items.. i cant wait man! all the new people im gonna meet. thats whack


haha. just now i went out with ahmad. he needed to go to ITE clementi for registration. but i hope that he will get enrolled in Republic Poly instead. the same goes for Fareza too. there was this guy in the mrt. whos skin was burn. so he had this black plus white skin all over his body. ahmad said 'mcm main chess'.. then i said to him in an unmannered voice 'no its a bigfoot!' then like everyone stared at me and ahmad went back to listen to his music with his sarcastic face. hahah

ok miss me everyone when im at camp! haha

had a bad day at bowling today. almost all balls masok longkang. perhaps i didnt kiss the ball thats why. or ladyluck isnt shining on me. haha

so tmr im gonna jam with my new band. hope it turns out cool.








perhaps im just too nice. thats my weakness

im 17 babeh. hahah just now me,ziyad,syafiq and fauzi went to vivo to celebrate my birthday. we watched mall cop. the movie was okok je la. i initially wanted to watch fanboys cos im a fanboy of STAR WARS. haha

thanks for all the birthday wishes everyone. especially to the girl who wished me at midnight.

yesterday i went out with fauzi,athirah,athirah's lil sis,ain and syafiq. and i owned their ass in bowling. actually i sucked at the beginning. tried baca2 some ayat Quran also no use. then finally one tactic worked.. then i made this experiment with syafiq..
first 4 balls i kissed the ball. and guess what?? ALL 4 STRIKE. then the 5th one i didnt kiss. and it goes to the longkang. hahahaha so what does that tell ya? kissing the ball works. AND YEA I OWNED FAUZI's ASS.. well for me heres some pics










then after that we went to bukit timah to eat.
oh yea about the long socks thing. i was merely teaching them on how jackasses play bowling

More to come:
A flanger pedal
A chromatic tuner pedal
A Wah pedal

haiz.. my dearest team lose.. stress ah. but we still lead liv by 4 pts and have a game in hand. so must be positive

heyhey. just now went to the IT show with fauzi and his kesayangan,Athirah. hahaha. the show was abit boring tho. too many people. haha. then after that we went to play pool at bukit timah. while i was on the bus i wrote this 'song'

Im used to smile calmly
even though my heart is crying
you're the romance engraved
forever in my mind

Hug me close for awhile
let ourselves fade completely
let everything be as they should be
and would never be mine
forget everything,leave it behind
i'll be in tranquil when you're gone

keep walking on though the light's out
take my ray of love to shine your way
among thousands of others
youre still the one
still the one
still the one
thats gleaming


haha. then i dozed off in the bus for awhile

just now jamming at regent was ok. still need to work on more stuff tho.
im posting a vid. weird al - confessions part 3. funny

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I could say I came up with more secrets to tell you today
These are my confessions
Slip my mind the last two times
Silly me, so now I gotta give you part three of my confessions
First I told you about the skank that I was cheating with,then I mentioned she's having my kid
That's not all, now I recall more you see, so I'll give you part three of my confessions

Now this is gonna be the hardest thing I ever had to do,
Gonna tell you everything I left out of parts one and two
Like remember when I told you I knew Paulie Shore (Paulie Shore)
That's a lie, I don't know what I said that for
I borrowed your chapstick (from you)
I tried out your nose hair trimmer (too)
And by the way your diamond ring is cubic circonium,
I killed your goldfish accidently, just replaced it with another one

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I could say I needed to get some things off my chest right away
These are my confessions
Slipped my mind the last two times, silly me, I guess I gotta give you part three of my confessions
I threw up on your dog last time I had too much to drink
There have been times when I've peed in your sink
Don't know why, but you and I should agree that belongs in part three of my confessions

Baby forgive me I'm still trying to figure out why I used your toothbrush to clean off the bathroom grought
Oh and sometimes in private, I really like to dress up as Shirley Temple and spank myself with a hockey stick (hockey stick)
My boss thinks I'm a jerk, I didn't get that raise.
I haven't changed my underwear in twenty-seven days!
And when I'm kissing you I fantasize you as a midget
I'm so sorry Debbi! I mean Bridget!

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I could say I got a few more secrets I'd like to convey
These are my confessions
Slipped my mind the last two times, silly me, I guess I gotta give you part three of my confessions
Gave you buttered toast I dropped and then picked up off the floor
FYI it was not a cold sore
Ooops my bad, but you'll be madder at me when I finish part three of my confessions

You don't know how hard it is for me to tell you this, but remember that shirt that you got me for my birthday?
Well, I returned it for store credit. That thing was hideous, what were you thinking?
O and by the way, I wasn't really sick last week,
I just didn't wanna go to your stupid office picnic
Oh and when I told you at breakfast we were all out of rice krispies,
What I meant was that there was only enough left for me. Sorry.

These are my confessions
Just when I thought I said all I could say, I thought of some more things that should scare you away
These are my confessions
Slipped my mind the last two times, silly me, I guess I gotta give you part three of my confessions
Once I blew my nose and wiped it on your cat
And I lied, yes that dress makes you look fat
Anyway, I shouldn't say anymore 'til I give you part four of my confessions

heyhey. sorry guys if i didnt reply ur msn chats... ive been busy practising the guitar. haha. and i got a new pedal. nice distortion pedal sia. haha.

must practice2 to perform again

yoyoyo. just got back from batam. i changed $100 and i got 950000 rupiah. aha but i spent quite little. mostly it was for enjoying stuff. lol. this trip is the best trip so far. no mum,no dad. only cousins who wants to enjoy life too. hahahah.
so yea. just bought a boss leather jacket, a gucci perfume and a boxer. hahaha.
then at night, my cousin,his wife,his bro and me sneaked out. we first went to the spa and massage therapy. it was cool ah. relaxing. lol wan got a male therapist while i got a female one. hahahaha. then this is the funny part. the male therapist asked him whether he wants him to massage his dick. hahahahah. kekek sia..
then after massage we went clubbing babeh. fuyo gerek...
i was shouting2 like mad ah. then got this babe who was singing came up to me. then her tits got close to me sia. my eyes were very tempting.. hahaha. then this one hell of a hot babe counter keep on touching me then she go pull me to the dancefloor. hahaha
fuck sia. i cant dance for gods sake. but who cares. wanna gelek2 with the girls. hahahah

didnt go to my last day of work. i was in bed the whole day. i was sick. had a hard time getting up. felt like my body was so heavy

my birthday is coming in like 21 days? woohoo. haha. but i swear i have no wishes this year. maybe theres some. but i like to think that they're not really important. i gotta appreciate it when life is boring. no arguments,no nothing.

im estimating my bank balance to be ard 1000 plus after friday. then saturday and sunday go batam with abg rizal and his family. my first time going out on another country without my parents. i bet it will be fun with both of my niece.

haiz i cant help it but miss my geokinetics crew.. wan spontaneous,wan gemok,abg zul,abg ajit,khai,abg fendi,abg rashid and of course abg rizal,my supervisor. tmr going to seoul garden and then go bowling.(nak ikot eh sha?hahaha)

so it seems that friday,6 march 2009, is my final day at work. Geokinetics Singapore Pte ltd doesnt want any more temporary contract workers. they wanted only 4 permanent workers. ill be again losing people whom ive already close to. but nevertheless i was proud when the CEO said he actually wanted me to go to Egypt for overseas work. to work with the egyptian crew. as i was hardworking and i adapted very fast. but when my supervisor,my cousin, said that i was going to continue studying. blah3. haha

so next week is my last .ill upload the pictures ive had during my stay at geokinetics
actually ive uploaded them at facebook. but unlike someone who doesnt have a facebook. luckily im nice enough. lol

thats all. im gonna miss them. haha

had a chat with someone just now. well i think we are still.lol. just wanna say that girl i know you've changed and look on the bright side. you may not have the nicest parents but your future husband might be sweet. hahaha. anyway good luck on your bowling.

heylo assholes
just came back from work
i heard abg zul's story bout him meeting his wife for the first time
touching ah
but he had a very bad past
every time he knows a girl he'll have sex with her
then when he told his wife about it, she doesnt seem to care. like wth siak.
i wish i had a girl like that. doing all the bad stuff and the girl dont seem to care
but cannot ah. i pity her wife

so now im at my cousin's house at senja,bukit panjang. my niece are so cute and adorable. thats it for now. tune it to the next story of my mundane life.

so just now was fun. in the morning, my dad and i went to yew tee posb to open a new personal account for me and a joint account. like finally, i feel like an adult. not so. but hey at least its something. then we went to bugis to buy something

before i met jabir and ziyad, i filled up the forms of the ngee ann poly application form. and what the heck, theres loads of forms to be signed or completed. my first task is to complete Form E by today. which means i need to take a passport-sized photo. so yea

met them at lot 1 ard 2. after that i went to atm machine to withdraw $50(he he) since we planned to go plaza sing to catch a movie. and hilarious ah, we make jokes all. i spoke like an american. ziyad spoke like a british. and jabir spoke like french. then we got names for ourselves. mine is walker. ziyad's zack. jabir is gebra.lol. its gebra as it is derived from algebra. the original word for algebra is Al-Jabr. lol there u have it

so we chose to watch the one with the right one. is that even the right title? lol. jabir said it was a horror/thriller movies but it wasnt. it was more to a ghostly love drama movie.we got our tickets at 4 but our show starts at 7. 3 hours to chill at there. oh yea. i saw this luke skywalker lightsaber replica at this one particular shop. woa. expensive sia. 600 bucks.. but it was cool ah. search your feelings. you know its cool.

I CANT WAIT!!

its been awhile since i blogged. many things had happened all this while

i got robbed.. yeah but i managed to chase the robber. turns out he was an ex-prisoner.
tried laughing gas and helium. haha funny
several of my friends experienced break ups with their bf/gf.. i wish i could help..
got a new hp. nokia 5320 xpress music. i regret buying
my new job kicks ass
went shopping with sufei and evia. met syafizah and zahirah at city hall.
bought 5 tshirts,pair of slippers and pair of shorts
treat my family ramen ten. costs me 80 bucks.. well its for my mum anyway..

so yea.. anyway bout this girl who just broke up with her bf.. i dont want to be another 'bouncer'.

so i got 23 pts for l1r4 for o levels. its not that bad. still can go poly. but i must make sure i have a good gpa then.

so right now im working. and i wanna buy these items when i have the cash.

Epiphone Les Paul Standard - $750

Boss ME-20 - $300

Nike Mercurial Vapor - $110

its tmr

happy new year! haha i know its kinda late. ive been busy. so yea new year new resolutions. come to think of it, time has really past by so fast. one moment i was wearing short pants in sec 1 then now waiting for o level results which is due next week. im freakingly nervous. what if i fail? what if i didnt meet the requirements for my preferred choice? so many what ifs..

so in secondary life ive been with loads of great girls and guys. but these peeps are the most pivotal figure in each year.

* year 2005 - sec 1,the beginning
i still remember how i drool at a sight of a girl who tied up her hair like a ponytail. and it turns out that she will be my classmate for 2 years. i was scared of admitting my feelings for her cos it can somehow ruin our friendship. but nevertheless now we're close friends. haha thanks for the mcdonalds and all. i regret for all the bullying

and of course. fauzi. one funny heck of a guy i met in malay class. i lent him my american idiot cd and he's into rock and roll. haha. u owe me one birthday present goddamit!

* year 2006 - sec 2,still maturing
i fell in love with a girl dubbed 'the prettiest girl in sch'. unfortunately i dunno what happen and we broke up less than a week. but i thank her for the experience. we're best friends now arent we? haha

matthew. indian guy. wants to beat me in maths. cannot la dey. haha.

* year 2007 - sec 3,75% maturing
i went steady with this older girl. a year older only. so yea she taught me the real way to love. but i somehow kinda abuse this love. so i felt guilty and asked for a break. but thank you nevertheless

ziyad. haha look at how tall he has become!! this fcking lead singer of mine. funny and loves sofia. hahaha. thx for recruiting me to the karipap business!

jabir. another funny guy. he sells tasbirs and does the takbir. haha abeh? abeh abir? haha

year 2008 - sec 4,100% matured
huda. i first saw her dropping the sch year books in one of the rooms. and she shouted pretty loudly too after dropping the books. so yea i went to friendster to find her if she has one. and tada found her. haha so yea. i dont wanna continue bout this

jentle!! haha this nerdy guy. always copies his amaths work. haha but seriously thanks for being there and all and teaching me maths. haha.


so thats it. praying hard for the upcoming o level results.