HAHAHA!you lose,you lose!
Now,do you believe me when i say i'm going to kick your ass babe?
I BEAT YOU TO A GAME OF CHECKERS!wow.
thanks for being my friend too. if you're feeling down, just tell me. no need to hide2. haha. smile always

just now party damn best sial... loads of hot chicks. and theres this game called men-sical. lol. its like a musical chair thing. but guys are sitting on the chair. and the chicks need to sit on the guy. wth!! then the announcer asked who wants to sit on the chair. i got up first! i mean who wouldnt want man!!!



nice right. glad i didnt steam or what. hahaha

had a fun day today. before going to the stadium, we went to jamming first. damn 3 months havent jam and the band had lost all the basics. the timing all. the rhythm. the vocals. damn. so next week we'll have to shape up. we'll probably be covering starlight by muse and reptilia by the strokes.

so after jamming i went to kallang with ziyad. waited 1 hr for jabir. and another 45 mins for matiin,andy,haziq and ridhwan to arrive. yea. matiin went there not to watch the match but to see the chicks.

and omg there was so many of them. matiin and i was delighted. it felt like paradise.
during the match there was this one fat girl who keep shouting whenever something happened. like ref doesnt give singapore a free kick she will say 'ref kayu ah!' very loudly. but wtf one beautiful angel was sitting beside her. the fat girl also shouted 'eh aku nak bocorkan tayar vietnam ah sial'. then u know that clap? 1 2 1 2 3 1 2 3 4
after that she will shout 'BUTO!'. fucking irritating ah. but at least theres some character who made the sg spirit lively. but unfortunately that angel smoked. so i just ignored. but i cant seem to ignore her tits! it was half covered and humongous!
matiin also kaypoh. and yea vietnam won 1-0.

just now was a very boring day. asked matiin,andy and haziq to come over to my place and hangout. in the end we watched harold and kumar:escape from guantanamo bay. its a f**king m18 movie for gods sake. im 16. matiin is 13 .andy is 13 .haziq is 8. im a bad influence eh. all those boobies and vaginas. heh. but who cares? i wont be remembered by anyone

and that stupid rueban go spoil my plan for tmr again. so yea. tmr go jamming with my ex band mates for the last time. i hope. then go national stadium and go watch singapore lose. seriously vietnam was better in the first leg.
and btw when are they gonna demolish that stadium? bloody hell. they kept repeating it.
and raise the price of the tix cos its the " very last match in the stadium"

so just to celebrate the singapore spirit or rather christmas spirit ill be wearing red. either black jeans or short pants. and a boxer. sexy eh. i know u women who are reading this are itching to see it. hey seeing is free. but touching is gonna cost you something! back off

i cant believe they never invited me. they never even told me. but yet i knew that they knew they knew.
i just feel so left out. i remember when i was fighting with someone last time. you guys side with him. a handful people didnt choose any. but i didnt have anyone at my side. unlike him. i dont get it. i was the one who brought us closer. i guess what they say its true. secondary life sucks

you cant find your best friend,love or trust there

perhaps i think im being used. i just dont feel appreciated at all.
i just hope now that i can go to the poly course of my choice and i wont have to go back to suckish sec life.

well i have been going to city hall every day lately. haha. thats cos that fat rueban ask me to go buy guitar la, fix guitar la. heh but i have nothing else to do so i just follow

isnt anyone going out? or asking me out? damn

and i have been watching friends late at night. i am jealous of chandlers and monicas relationship. i think they're quite cute
sometimes i wish to be a comedian too. but i think singapore's not ready for these kinds of comedy. haha.

yes ive changed the url for my blog. so that people wont anyhow tagged my blog. hah
so yea. ive long forgotten her. but fallen for another one. this is so volatile
ive stopped smoking since i saw her again. the last time i saw her was in 2005.
ive kept her packet of pantene with me if i miss her or what.
its hard to love another person if she/he lives far away from you.
RHC.. why do i have to be born in singapore? why do i have to be born in 1992 and not earlier?
i love her mom and dad. theyve become part of my world. and the next time ill meet them is in 2010 BALI. hopefully.

aku tau aku tak akan memilikimu..

mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna
tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang umurku
mungkin aku tak bisa memiliki
dirimu seumur hidupku

i had bought this necklace

with a heart and a key

which i initially wanted to use the money

to buy *ehem*

i hope to give you that necklace on 1st nov

which is today

along with asking that question

but when i know youre going out with him

i just knew something would happen

you told me you wouldnt forget your past again

you hugged him again

i clenched the necklace

i was sad but oh well

i threw away the necklace

and yes this was the surprise



thats why i said it wouldnt be much of that exciting anymore with the surprise

but however parents didnt let me go out today

bummer

regardless of necklace or what,

i still do wanna see her

before she goes off..



again just now i smoked a lot

5 sticks?

its just keeping on calling me like

"yo sufi do you wanna smoke me? im cool. when youre down light me up and smoke me"

i guess thats what you call addiction

but this addiction didnt happen for a reason

it happened because of a her





hmm sometimes i wonder.. why cling to the past if it hurts?

the future is ours to take



ive always ended up in a losing state when it comes in relationship

thats probably why i suck in it

most of the time girls just want to have a listening ear

and i volunteered

but i was just treated as the 'bouncer' and then they leave just like that when they encounter a hot guy



nevertheless, i have great friends who smoke

people use to think that smokers are bad people generally

with the disgusting smell and yellow teeth

i disagree as people who are smokers are people who are downfully right on earth

as they have experience much hardship in anything like relationship etc.



just now my nephew had a birthday party. then i said to my cousin Nana that i smoke. she was shocked that i smoke.

is my face that non-smoker type or what?

or am i just too nice?

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im a barack obama supporter

heres the lyrics to the new video posted.
Dont Know Why - McFly



One by one drinks are gone
Do I have to stay
Hate the sound of one more pound as it rolls away
Why did I need your proof when I knew the truth

And I don't know why I just let it slip by me all the time
I just wish you'd have tried

I don't want to know your game let alone her name
No matter what you say to me we are not the same
Why do you make me cry
Try to justify
Don't right your wrong with my mistakes 'cause my head's held high

And I don't know why I just let it slip by me all the time
I just wish you'd have tried

And I don't know why I just let it slip by me all the time
I just wish you'd have tried

Dreams we have as kids all fade away
Now it's not the same

And I don’t know why I just let it slip by me all the time
I just wish you'd have tried

And I don't know why I just let it slip by me all the time
I just wish you'd have tried
Yeah

ok so i lied. i cant resist temptation to blog.

next week o levels starting. i hope i can get 16 points.


things im gonna do after o levels:

- save up for ps3 by working part time
- perform live
- jamming
- spread love to the world
- last but not least spend time with her

yea. wish me luck.

im trying very hard not to be jealous or what.(you know what i mean, f) lol. yea

so had a fun time in class just now or was it yesterday. yea. played paper balls. make fun of people's names.

Zi Hao - Robin
Mario - Obama/Dark Knight
Michelle - Michelle Obama
Sarah - Sarah Palin
Hai Qing - Zhu Baijie/McCain
Jentle - Joe Biden
Pei Cong - Flaming Torch
You Wang - Cock crusher
Jasper - Aqua
Yibin - Dustbin
Thien Sen - Ten Cents
Sufei - Sufi
Sufi - Sufei
Lastly. WHAT SONG???!!!

haha
lol. 2nd last day of school what. need to have fun. so we dirtied the class and let the class which is using our classroom next year clean up the mess. HUAHUAHUA

there is graduation night later in the evening. confirm everyone will be in tears. haha. i think i will be in tears too. 4 years in regent. if u include every happy moment there, i think choosing regent has been worthwhile(excluding mat reps,minah reps,gangsters,ah bengs and ahlians)

yea. i will miss everybody. 4/9. and you, F.
i wont forget you. i cant forget you.
stop calling me any girls name
cos you know very well who i love right now
and that is you.

haha


cheers. i wont be blogging anymore till o levels is over. so just like she said i need to hug my lappy and guitar. haha
pray to Allah s.w.t so that i will pass my o levels with flying colours. haha

what alloy do you get when u mix barium and 2 sodiums?



answer: BANANA



HAHA

you know that im shy.
but with you beside
dont know why
this feelings i cant deny
why did you need my proof?
when you knew the truth

only god knows how much i love her

dear blog/diary/blogry,

i think ive some kind of disease. i think its weird. is this disease real or is it just me? or am i just in the wrong place at the wrong time?

yea ok someone asked me to blog. lol life is sucha bore everyday now.thank god she calls me. or i would have died of boredom o levels are coming. 24 days siol. haha.
now ahmad is at my house lepaking in the cyberworld. hahaha

to that someone,
i know breaking up with that guy has been hard on you. i know it. ive been through it before. haha ive been trying very hard to make u smile. haha i hope my efforts are not wasted. so smile alright. haha and one last thing.. u stink!

hello hello
to tell u guys the truth i havent been doing much lately. just soldier fronting,counter striking,gaming and texting to that mak cik. lol
so yea todays thursday cepat sak holiday.. i havent even study that hard enough yet
haiz.. and now im feeling hungry cos i never get up at 4.30 for sahur even though she sent me a msg. haha yea i do need an atomic bomb to wake me up.



WAKE ME UP WHEN RAMADHAN ENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!

dear blogry(blog + diary)


my life has been perfect these days. unknown numbers saying 'great performance' is full in my inbox. lol. just now i woke up late. lucky ahmad called me otherwise i would sleep mcm babi(but they're still cute. look at pooh's friend piglet!). then got my ass up and went to bathe and went to civic centre. meet up with him and went to study. only 2 chapters of geography was covered. in the end he ended up playing psp while i ended up sleeping there. haha. stomach was hungry all the way. i swear that starbucks branch in civic centre was irritating me all the way. damn.
then went to woodlands pasar malam. wah kiwak loads of people. decided not to buy anything.

so went home. BUKA. yea thats the best part of today besides smsing fatin lol.
then now chatting with her la. lol. i dont know what to do tomorrow. anyone suggest something?

haha. i still remember the dance item in the end kena booed many times. lol. but its not their fault its the ava fault.
then people says some perfomances suck. what the hell. so what. its for the teachers.. teachers day. you think you can do better? try. if not ill laugh. hahah
so yea. the performers had gone through so many hours of rehearsing. at least clap their hands for them. yea

currently revising for prelims. and chatting with a girl i just knew. best oi bobal ngan dier. haha kan fatin kan kan shah rukh khan? amir khan? kublai khan? kangazkhan??haha

i was one happy man yesterday. my dream of 3 years to perform on the stage with a guitar was fulfilled. to be honest i was not nervous at all. it felt fun. like having sex or taking drugs. once u did it,you want it more. its addictive

heres the performance

now that one of my goals is accomplished, ive set another one. to write a song and it must chart at any singapore top 20 charts

next week madrasah go kubur. i like

dear blog

dont u wish that everything goes your way instead?

im sick and tired of the minahs and mats in secondary sch. i want to do o levels as quickly as possible now. regent is a good sch. but it will be a better sch without them.

i think im having Tinnitus at my right ear. i dont think its a serious problem but it keeps irritating me by producing buzzing sound at my right ear.

todays the 200th post. wah. just now i keep sneezing at school. so sick. lol. cant even do my spa physics skill 3 properly. yes skill 3 planning. its troublesome but challenging in the sense u need to modify ur plans so that the experiment can go well. lol.

i fucking updated my blog links. please dont change links anyhow again people

finally i have the epiphone les paul special II guitar. phew.. its been months since i saved up and i finally got it. im so happy!! FUCK!

dear blog

i just found out i have the thing for older women. cool or what? lol

from starting sch tmr to end of august ill be saving up money for the epiphone les paul special 2.

jentle owes me $130
ill sell my electric guitar yamaha for $90
ill save up around $130
so its $350 altogether

enough to buy the guitar and one more effect pedal

what are blogs for if u put a password for it? im irritating by this type of action which contradicts the purpose of the real thing. like for example blogs. people read blogs to feel,learn about the bloggers life etc. and then u put a password for it. contradicting.

and private profiles at friendster. its FRIENDSTER. its use to make friends. not making ur profile private. totally contradicting

dear diary/blog

i think that i have lost my 'touch' in talking with girls. dont ask me why. i feel that theres nothing left to talk to girls. i have difficulties. unlike last time, i can charm them. i dunno why. maybe the last relationship had hurt me quite bad. but im not sure.

well. tomorrow having family chalet. its gonna be crowded. 50 plus cousins will be there.let me talk bout my family for bit. this is gonna be from my dad's side. my granny and grandfather-ny had sex and wah laa. they had 15 children. heh. my dad is the 9th child. haha

so yea.

life has been quite good so far. played pool and went to lan shop at marsiling almost everyday. haha. im now quite good a pool. heh anyone wants to challenge 9 ball with me? haha

didnt update for so long. haha.
heres an update on my guitar's wishlist

Epiphone Les Paul Special 2($300)

MXR Distortion+($120)

Boss
Compressor Sustainer($85)

had an awesome assembly in sch today. 98.7fm came for the school invasion tour. allura and west grand boulevard performed. it was cool la.


Allura

West Grand Boulevard

haha. cool. then i asked those guys for an advice for my band and bla2.
then after that went jamming. hidayat and syafiq followed.
hidayat sang stupidly.

and i took the pics of the girls in action. haha

just now in sch boring man. my physics,chemistry and biology teacher never came. so 3 free periods just now. cool eh. haha. i was having fun with my new phone. 3.2 megapixels man. i love it. i took a video of the class and Jentle

haha. Jentle Jentle.
oh yea. during mother tongue lesson my malay teacher said that next week, for tuesday,wednesday and thursday, the whole day is gonna be mother tongue and mother tongue only. wtf right? heh. but its for o levels and i have to accept reality

today was hell awesome. haha. i woke up one hour later than i planned. 9.40 instead of 8.40.. then bathe and rushed off to fauzi's place. carried my electric guitar and amp. mak kau. heavy man. i can feel my muscles are growing. his place is at bukit panjang and mine is at admiralty. so yea. its far.
haha. then arrived there. put my things there and we headed to school.
we talked about man utd winning the premiership(WOOHOO). haha. and how big rio ferdinand's balls are. hahaha

then arrived at sch. called MR 8 fingers(Kamar) to come down. he gave me the keys to the jamming room. then we took the bass and bass amp. bass amp was spoiled so need to go for repair. bass guitar needs to change strings. haha.
and fuck you i tell you. bass amp was larger than my guitar amp. and i had to carry it to CITY HALL. damn fauzi la.

so off we went to city hall. in the mrt there was a bomb threat(serious). so we were stuck at toa payoh mrt for 10 mins. haha. so finally arrived at city hall. and i had to carry that amp to swee lee. wah..

damn that mr kamar. he said repair servicing was free. it turns out i needed to fork out my money. $25 gone. heh nvm tmr ill ask for my money. haha. after the amp is repaired we went to fauzi's crib. what else? JAM LA!! woohoo

The Bass Amplifier

Fauzi with the Bass

haha. today was a fun day. had madrasah first. i finished my oral exams last week so i had nothing to do. i ended up helping the ustazahs paste pictures on the wall. yeah. dapat pahala! haha. aina came and waved at me. haha. she and another small girl. so cute. hahaha

yea. i was sitting down on the ustaz isa's chair. haha. cool man. i get to reprimand students who wore jeans and wear slippers.haha.
yeah. ahmad havent memorised the takbir yet. so i helped him. heres a sneak preview



haha. kekek seh.
then went home. got tuition. thats the boring part..
i couldnt wait for the clock to strike 4. haha. go out with acoustic-ing with mygra!n. plus jabir. hahaha
haha. so met up with jabir and off we went to raffles place. met fauzi,syafiq and ziyad there. haha
we played some songs. bla2
oh yea.. didnt get to have starbucks.. NO!!!!!!!!DAMN!!!

haha. we went to peninsula instead to have long john silver(again)

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three
The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic
I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three
As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed.

-Kumar Patel
Harold and Kumar escape from Guantanamo Bay

yes everybody im fine. dont put the blame on her. shes not too blame.

if this was meant to be, what other choices do i have right?

haha.

oh yea. read jason mraz's blog. his blog is amazing. one can know more bout life if you read his blog

i got inspired by him and realise that theres too many things in life i could spent on doing.

haha so yea.

chow

life is wonderful

i still fucking love her after all this while

Jason Mraz - Im Yours Aol Sessions via Noolmusic.com

now im posting bout today. heh. had listening compre exam. susah ah. the options all about the same.heh

oh jabir is chatting with me now.
he said that khairul dah ade. shaid dah ade. irfan dah ade. fauzi nak dekat ade. (and still counting) haha.
hmm. it'll probably take months for me to fall in love again. so im gonna savour every moment i have with the guys and girls i know(those who are sec 4 in regent)

they are Jabir,Fauzi,Ziyad,Alfian,Kamil,Irfan,Shaid,Anwar,Khairul,Najwan,Zul,Hilmi,Fuad,Lutfil,Matthew ,Syafizah,Naja,Athirah,Ain,Amirah,Shazana,Fareza,Eliana,Khaleeda,Zahirah,Maisarah,Nurul and loads more. Especially my 4/9 2008 classmates

the best friends ive ever had in a class are Jentle,Thien Sen,Daryl,Bryan,You wang,pei cong,mario,isaac, bing han, wen wei and of course my classchairman Julian!

yea not to mention huda. thanks for making me realise whats love again. enjoy your moments with him and good luck with life!


yea. with that, im on hiatus. ill be busy preparing for my O levels.

ill blog about yesterday

yesterday was one of the kindest days ive ever experienced. during recess, i was just sitting down quietly. then suddenly the mak cik called me. i went over her stall and she gave me some rice to eat. wah. i rejected her offer at first but since she said shes ikhlas bout it. i accepted her offer. thanks makcik! i love you! haha. kind man

yea. then after school got napha test. everything was gold except pull up and standing broadjump.. -.-. haha. i suck at those 2.

so now i have 190 bucks. another 110 more to go to that epiphone les paul special II

huda

i cant move on

why was i inferior to f?

when it was me who stood by u all the time

ive given my heart to u since u dropped those year books

i believe it would had been easier for u if u had just picked me

i guess those 3 words dont work on you. how do i make u love me than him?

my aims in life

- get enough cash to support my family
- teach music to the world
- lead a happy life
- do charity work
- retire early(hahaha)

guess i should move on now. its just another one way traffic of love. eh nice line. maybe i will create a new song or what

i read adam khoo's book yesterday. and fuck i was inspired by his teaching methods. he also highlighted the point about mind over matter. its all in your mind. its how you want it or dont wait it.

yea
so i wanna post my targets for o levels
Eng - B3
Maths - A1
A Maths - A1
Comb Humans - B4
Physics - C5
Malay - B4
Chemistry - B3

so L1B4 is 3+1+1+3+4 = 12
L1R5 = 3+1+1+3+4+4 = 16

i can do it

haha. so many things has happened during the past 3 days. i dont feel the need to post about it though.

im beginning to feel the strain now. extra classes,tuition, loads of homework.. damn.
heh.

i guess luck isnt on my side when it comes to love

todays a sucky day. even though i got back my chemistry metal test and social studies essay. (got 21/30 and 8/12 respectively), i was dreaming the whole time.
after school, sec 4s had prelim oral. my mind was in a daze and i think i'll fail the oral. then after that i went around searching for huda. couldnt find her anywhere in school. then i called shaid to ask where is she. he told me she already went home.
although there is a feeling of dissappointment, the feeling of missing her is much greater. i wonder where had she gone to.
while walking home, a bird released its shit at my shoulder... -.-
then got home. i was frying some hotdogs and the hot oil spitted out and landed on my wrist.

heh. fucking bad day..

She calls herself Anak Ahmad
Right next to her white,snowy face
It all had happened in that room where
she accidentally drops the pile of year books,
I can't remember how it started
And if it lasted that day in school.

We said that we were going to study hard,
We held our books instead of hands,
Then one day she layed on my shoulder
I can't deny I was so confused

It's just another story caught up
In another memory in my head
And it seems like another person lived that life A great many years ago from now,

When I look back on my ordinary, ordinary life,
I see so much magic, though I missed it at the time.
When I look back on my ordinary ordinary, ordinary life,
I see so much magic, though I missed it at the time.

so many feelings at what time

stress
love
happy
confused
happy
love
angry
love
love
happy
confused
confused
confused


people used to say that you think using your brain. you breathe using your nose. you feel using your hands.

i think, i breathe , i feel using my heart

been waiting since 3 o clock for her to be online. now its 11pm. where are you huda?

just now i breathed in a poisonous gas and i was sent back home early. the gas was sulphur dioxide. i almost choked man..

so i miss her. i wonder where is she. didnt saw her today. haha. so much for fate..

heyheyhey. just came back from a fucking sports day. didnt do at all at pioneer jc. wasted. can spend 4 hours on maths instead. haha

day started off by having 3 periods but for me i had 4. cos of chemistry SPA. damn. yea. then i went to wait for huda at her void deck. we went to lot 1 by bus. so yea. complimented her. saying she smells nice etc

so lot 1 was boring la. but at the library was fun right huda? hahaha. we 'read' loads of books including a book about breast cancer. hehehe. abeh si dektu mcm phm go and read buku islam. haha. (ingin nak jadi alem tu psl). yea. she bongkar my beg and i bongkar dier punye. her ezlink pic was cute! haha. mine is botak...
then huda found one note about borrowing of books etc. and then the name of the borrower was Varma. so i made fun of every indians i see. hahaha

then it was 1 oclock and we went to the busstop. i actually wanted to ride 985 but she wanted to ride 190. so i agree to take 190. can take 190 at the busstop near lot 1 yet she wants to go to the interchange. haha. abeh she acts cute(real cute) and i layankan dier je la. yea. so there were loads of people in the bus. including Varma's son in law.hahaha

after arriving at the bus stop, Jentle called me. he was probably spying on me. heh. so me and huda continued our journey to pjc. while walking there was a group of girls
in front of us. one of the girl said 'eh ur something is wet'. then i saw the skirt at the other girl was wet and i shouted ' no her skirt is wet'. i cannot believe i shouted that seh! haha then huda and me laughed terbahak-bahak.

yea. we went in and i let her mingle with her friends while i mingle with mine. then blah2. cos sports day boring. haha. but i smiled while huda was playing 'the red'. haha shes so cute. and i hope that she spends more time in the outdoors.
yea. the whole world is for us to see!! so dont waste that opportunity!


QUOTE of the day

opportunities are nowhere



if u see the nowhere as no where, u give up to easily
if u see nowhere as now here, you make full use of ur opportunities.


haha till next time.
cheers

i really wish i didnt post that last time. our friendship suffered because of that and cause of this i started to listen to emo songs again(WTF).
i tried to forget you but i couldnt.
its like my brain wants to forget you but my heart wants to keep knowing you.
you know.
i remember the times we used to have fun chatting.
i missed the 'SUFIII!' you used to say after i just go online
its weird i know
ill always remember 30 april


so tomorrow is april fools day
what tricks will they be up to i wonder
haha
till next time

cheers

its all about the o levels and music babeh

today was a blast. firstly in the morning woke up at 9. left at 10 for 'work'. haha. then met jabir and ziyad around 2 at cck interchange. we took bus 190 to peninsula. surprisingly, sofia(ziyad's ex),fateha(my ex) and her bf and nuri was in the same bus as us. so jabir kacau2 me and ziyad non-stop. haha.

they alighted at rumah 'faiz'. so we continued our journey to penin. once there, we quickly went to the guitar shop! we missed them man! then fauzi,syafiq and alfian came. yea. so we just waste time there ah. actually we wanted to jam around there. but the jamming rooms sucked. jabir didnt get to buy his shirt. poor him

haha. so we decided to jam at chinese garden. our time slot was 6. 2 hours to spend at penin. so we decided to eat. they all wanted to eat at kfc. i was the only one who wants to eat at long john. we decided to eat at long john since we came to long john first.(they all pemalas)

and im glad that they chose to eat at long john. heh.
then after that jabir asked me that question. i was speechless. then i asked him this question 'be loved or to love'
he replied 'oh'
after eating the gang wanted to camwhore. haha fucking whores. all the photos are at my friendster.

then we went to chinese garden to jam. jabir got home first. poor bestie has a curfew! haha
so we covered a 2 new songs. helena by my chem romance and when the sun goes down by arctic monkeys. our cover of helena sucked! well gotta practice more then

till next time. cheers

just now Jentle asked me this question. 'intelligence or strength' i replied 'strength'. he said 'wrong. intelligence is the better choice. a pen is mightier than a sword.' wah. i was amazed that this fucking pervert can say that. haha. Jentle has been a good friend and he always help me in Additional Maths and i appreciate him very much.
then he said 'love is easier if you love yourself'. damn. i was fucking amazed.
that line kept me silent for awhile.
i realised that i need to appreciate things more. even though its a small matter.

now chatting with siti. haha. damn bestfriend. ive known her for about 3 years now. haha. and we still havent met! but i know that shes a good person. how else did she get
250 plus for psle and then can go to crescent girls? that takes discipline dude! haha. yea. shes ever so happy go lucky unless i ask her about someone. hahahahaha. sorry siti! i couldnt resist!

haha. so tomorrow going out with the band. we still havent figured out a name tho. fauzi suggests the name ' my experimental date' it sounded chem-ish. syafiq said ' pape aku nak main guitar je'
my suggestions are
- my favourite accident
- god's best creation
- physically bonded(guess another word for this)

haha. till next time. cheers

i dunno what to post about so ill just post the lyrics to Daughters by John Mayer.

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without the warmth from
A womans good, good heart

On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

work's piling up and i must complete them today. heh. people complain about having stress but they arent doing anything bout it. im proving that you can demonstrate coolness under stress. heh

right now i fucking miss her. its been one day since we last chat. haha.
and im doing A Maths. i realised i forgot everything bout logarithms. but heck, im trying to do now.

MYE is coming in 4 weeks time. gotta study man! good luck everyone. cheers!

ahh. nice nap..
i was feeling delirious since morning. i had no mood to hear what the teachers were teaching. even during a maths period. i always love a maths but i dunno why this time i cant stand the delirium. jentle had to wake me up a couple of times during the lessons.
lucky just now dont have malay extra lessons. if not ill collapse.
i received a belated birthday present which is a hat from eliana. thanks dudette!

so now i have 55 bucks. another 245 bucks to go for that guitar. maybe i should sell my current electric guitar at cash converters.
i dunno whether to save money or spend them. this saturday fauzi wants to go shopping at penin so im thinking of following him to buy a shirt which has the words ' ARCTIC MONKEYS'. haha.


and yesterday i had a fun chat with huda and khaleeda. haha. one is younger but taller. one is older but shorter.the one younger is cuter than the older tho. hahaha

and yea. man utd owned liverpool. brown,ronaldo and nani(kamil) scored. haha. so now man utd leads EPL! yeah

just now cabot madrasah. waited so long for the LAN shop to open but it didnt open eventually. so we went to play pool instead. kelakar nak mampos. ahmad and me were amateurs while yusri is a pro. haha. but i won 2 games. yusri won 2 and ahmad won 1.

was it you who said that im just a special friend
when deep inside i know its more than special
things will happen but not to me
oh things are gonna happen naturally

hearing out your feelings
looking on the bright side
and the bright light fades to night
until someone lights up my life
to sing about the magic
that was you and me


haha havent complete the song yet. no titles. lemme know how u think guys

my 16th birthday was the bestest birthday ive ever had so far. in the morning my msg inbox was filled with happy bdae wishes. even at midnight and before midnight online people sempat type happy birthday to me. im so touched that i can cry man.

haha. so at 11 went off to vivo with family. didnt get to eat at swensens but hey im not that picky. so instead we ate at chicken rice dunno what at the basement of vivo city. the food was damn nice. after eating went to take pics with family at the top of vivo. unfortunately the water isnt active that time. so cant quite relax there.

then fauzi messaged me to catch a movie at plaza sing. my dad allowed me to go. yeah. 16 baby. adulthood. so met fauzi and syafiq at plaza sing. i actually wanted to watch semi pro but its a NC16 movie. and since there still 15..., we went to watch step up 2 instead.

the movie was nice. only the moves was nice. storyline didnt appeal to me

after that went to the arcade(this is a boy's routine). then fun ah. fauzi wanted play daytona. but he put his coin wrongly in the wrong slot. hahahah. he kept laughing all the way. then played basketball! AHAHA. this one funny giler. we played like some fools. and the people who watched us laughed at us. haha. fauzi also laughed. then after the game ended, there was one ball still left. syafiq threw the ball above the machine. HAHAHA

in what ways am i inferior to him?

you make me listen to love songs

i wanna be the next jason mraz,john mayer,secondhand serenade. any acoustic guitarists la!!

4 more days bitch! haha. tomorrow its sufei's birthday. happy advanced bdae sufei!
orite. im craving for nachos,oreo crush, and more emaths homework. hahaha

hey all. yesterday was fun at the bbq. the bbq was so far. aloha loyang at pasir ris. firstly, fauzi planned for all to meet at cck mrt at 3pm. but dunno what happened. after i alighted from cck at 2.50, jabir called me and said that they all meeting at 6.
then meet up with jabir at 3.30. we went to beach road from lavender mrt.

basically, we just wanted to hang around. waste time. jabir also wanted to buy new slippers. after that we went to masjid sultan to solat asar. then bought karipaps for snacks and went to sim lim square. wah this story is draggy. fast forward to pasir ris mrt!

so jabir and i arrived at pasir ris mrt. there were loads of minah there man. sweet.
waited for the gang to arrive. they were fauzi,alfian,anwar,irfan,syafizah and zahirah. yeah ziyad cant come. i miss that lil boy. hahaha

that aloha loyang place is deep inside a 'forest'. yea near downtown east. finally arrived at TERRACE 1, Acacia. Cikgu Salha greeted us. i didnt expect the sec 4 mats to come. damn. fast forward.

while the boys were playing soccer with a bunch of toddlers(yea pathetic), i was busy strumming while the girls watch. then amee joined me. shes a very good guitarist man!
haha. naja,athirah and eliana were shy to sing 'I'm yours' by jason mraz.
then khaleeda,fareza and the others sing along while amee played 'guardian angel'.

yea. it was fun.

The guitar that i want now.

its been 5 mins since u went offline but i already missed you



ok. i need to save up 300 bucks till june for a epiphone les paul special 2

just came back from school. sort out the SPA physics worksheets. wah. goddamn cold sia in the class. fucking rain. yea. so while i was walking, the spa file was above my head all the time. hey. Hair first followed by the file.

so my grandfather was admitted to NUH. his hipbone is fractured after falling in the toilet. went to visit him yesterday. wah. i almost cried. i mean to some people fracture is no big deal. but my grandfather is 90 years plus. its a big deal.

other than that

im chatting with huda, jentle,wen wei and many other people.

huda all of a sudden miss me. haha. i wonder whats up. (see i can make girls miss me. means i got the charisma BABEH)

wen wei and jentle talking bout tomorrow chemistry SPA. JIAYOU guys

Memory by Sugarcult


This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Cannot be your enemy.
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?

i had fun chatting with huda. (:

just now best during jamming sessions. we played mardy bum and a certain romance by arctic monkeys. holiday by green day. face down by red jumpsuit apparatus. beverly hills by weezer. yea thats all. fun like hell. all jamming sessions are fun. it helps relieves my stress with school. so yea. holidays are here. so what? everyday need to go back school.

so now chatting with huda. yea its fun chatting with her. she and her white skin. heh. but you can sense the hurt in her after you read her blog. if i was her, i would feel fucked up as well. trying to be someone in disguise. what a fucking way to deceive.
if anyone of you hurt her again, prepare to face my wrath! (ceh2.. haha)

i hope youre happy and smiling.

CHEERS

hmm. panel meeting was ok. mrs pang was so proud of my maths results and said ive been doing good in class and homeworks. mr teo was unhappy with my malay as i got E8..

so here are my results
Eng - B4
Malay - E8
Maths - A2
A Maths - A2
Chemistry - B4
Physics - C5
Combined Humanities - D7

L1R4 = 17
L1R5 = 24(HOW BAD IS THAT?!)

just now did 6 titrations in a row. got this purple solution which is called potassium manganate(VII). then need to titrate it ah. it was kinda fun


nowadays people are getting useless. tell me. so what if ure pretty but fucking useless? you and him already break right. why still go school together etc? fuck you la. then complain about breaking down la ini la itu la. if u really want to stop all those fucking nonsense, just cut all ties with him. thats the best fucking way.

im in a dilemma. i dunno whether to choose fast rocking guitar rifts or acoustics. everytime im hyper,i always listen to the arctic monkeys. when im down or pity someone,i listen to acoustics or slow songs like hanson and secondhand serenade

i was flabbergasted when alfian didnt ask me(only) to go out to wisma atria. but oh well. i did have tuition around that time. so i met up with fauzi,syafiq,irfan and alfian at the esplanade. it was around 5.15 and i was forced by fauzi to carry my guitar all the way there. yea

i reached and saw some chinese choir singing some chinese new year songs at the gallery and they dance in a funny way. haha. so we went outside and just lepak2. play some songs on the guitar. we even made up a song about indians. true there were loads of curry-smelling indians there. ehem. with fauzi, ure gonna get craps from him.haha

after that,irfan went dunno where to meet up with his nadya and we went to a guitar shop in esplanade. while walking, we saw a very strange lady. seriously strange. she was dancing and dancing and a tissue was placed in the middle of her specs. haha. fauzi cannot stop laughing.

i wanted to buy elec guitar strings for the sch's elec guitar as it was rusty. but it was expensive so we went to peninsula instead. on our way to penin via citylink,we met the strange lady again. haha.

we reach penin and alot of shops were closed. thankfully got one guitar shop open.
and i bought the strings for 5 bucks. i hope the strings are usable. after that we just hang around see2 guitars. i saw many les paul copies but none is better than the original epiphone les paul standard.

yea. lastly,syafiq's shit masok balek.

pls3. i want that les paul guitar. why cant you understand?

fucking goddamn motherfucker

jgn nak shiok sendiri. i deleted ur msn. i avoided you. yet u can say i commented on ur pics. we gave u a lot of chances seh. havent turn over a new leaf. tsk.

anyway, i shall make the post longer. a request by this person lah. first of all, im fuckingly addicted to arctic monkeys. yea they rocks

just now at madrasah funny seh. got this belo girl in my class. she suddenly asked me how much i got for o levels?? haha then i burst out laughing. her face was like 'omg. what did i say?'
then she asked a question to my friend,ahmad, 'eh mad kau skola mane ah?' i burst out laughing. she was like so belo ah.
then after recess my friends and i want to go back to the class. then she said 'eh u got cute bodies.'
wtf? haha. we all stared at each other with a complete blank on our faces. then it turns to laughter.
haha

goddammet. tired sak. one month is over and 8 more months to go before GCE O LEVELS BODOH!

anyway just now had chemistry SPA. had to do titration experiment. the purpose of this is how many ml of hydrochloric acid(HCl) can neutralise Sodium Hydroxide(NaOH).then after the experiment,we had to calculate the concentration of the HCl. this requires moles. lucky yesterday i revised my moles sia. then i taught everyone. heehee.

i was so engrossed with the experiment, i didnt see the time was 1.10. GODDAMMET. Went to Jurong East mosque(Al-mukminin). i arrived at 1.35. havent started sia. nasib

then after praying, i help jabir sell karipap. haha
then go home.
then im typing this stupid post

u rock my boxers la hudah. haha

so tmr got this 'enrichment' for all jamming members?
wonder whats up?

ive been practising fluorescent adolescent by arctic monkeys the whole day and havent mastered it. heh

'20 most nicest people ive met'

1. Julian
2. Thien Sen
3. You Wang
4. Bing Han
5. Wen Wei
6. Kamil
7. Jabir
8. Ziyad
9. Syafiq
10. Mrs Eswaran
11. Amirah
12. Ain
13. Ahmad Nazreen
14. Athirah
15. Wee Sen
16. Haiqal
17. Rahmadina
18. Rueban
19. Shaid
20. Mikail


people in that list does minimal complains. they're just nice

a brand new year
a brand new sufi
a brand new exam (o levels)

my studies are so far so good. mdm pang is teaching maths and a maths. mdm kua is teaching geography. mrs chong is teaching social studies. the rest of the subjects has the same teachers as last year.

goddammet. my fingers's skin is shredding apart after long hours playing the guitar. but heck care ive been playing fluently as compared to last oct

there isnt much to talk bout lately. homework is piling up and i wonder to myself why im typing this. i could spend my time with homework or friends or guitar.