dear diary/blog

i think that i have lost my 'touch' in talking with girls. dont ask me why. i feel that theres nothing left to talk to girls. i have difficulties. unlike last time, i can charm them. i dunno why. maybe the last relationship had hurt me quite bad. but im not sure.

well. tomorrow having family chalet. its gonna be crowded. 50 plus cousins will be there.let me talk bout my family for bit. this is gonna be from my dad's side. my granny and grandfather-ny had sex and wah laa. they had 15 children. heh. my dad is the 9th child. haha

so yea.