i cant believe they never invited me. they never even told me. but yet i knew that they knew they knew.
i just feel so left out. i remember when i was fighting with someone last time. you guys side with him. a handful people didnt choose any. but i didnt have anyone at my side. unlike him. i dont get it. i was the one who brought us closer. i guess what they say its true. secondary life sucks

you cant find your best friend,love or trust there

perhaps i think im being used. i just dont feel appreciated at all.
i just hope now that i can go to the poly course of my choice and i wont have to go back to suckish sec life.