i think im lost in life
the hatred inside me
is piling up
like those garbage is piling up in the dustbin
lost the faith
lost the love
when the day is done
everytime i bloghopped or listen to any kind of stories/gossips/rumours
there will always be a word that will appear in all
one word
break up
cerai
and all those fuck shits
why cant everything be peaceful?
my family has been experiencing the same thing
earlier this year. my cousin whos a MALE went through a divorce.
because why?
his wife loved another man since LAST TIME?
SO WHY DID LAST TIME U CHOOSE TO MARRY MY COUSIN
U HAVE 2 KIDS SOME MORE
THE FIRST GREAT GRANDSON MY GRANDPARENTS HAD
AND U DARE TO SAY THIS NOW..

and and my auntie got a divorce too. cos her husband failed in his business
What the fuck? business is business. love is love. family is family
when ure at home put aside all those work related stuff

and guess what i just watch one movie where theres this 2 couple.
and its about having an affair and breaking up and divorce too.
OH its like my favourite word now


the moral of the story is

FOR THE FIRST SCENARIO
think about your kids first bitch. you're married. supposed to put others aside and always place ur kids first or u can say family first. happiness is another issue. grow up

FOR THE SECOND SCENARIO
ah dont wanna say. her husband wasnt a gentleman

FOR THE THIRD SCENARIO
if my future wife is having an affair, of course i am gonna get upset. i will be alone for dunno how many days or week but will finally realise when i see tears and unhappiness in my childrens eyes. for that i will give up my happiness for theirs. even though it will be awkward for me and my future wife that is




ONE WORD PEOPLE

SACRIFICE

its really a pain when doctors say you cant do any vigorous exercises anymore. soccer is my beloved sport but i have to leave it cos of health conditions. heh. life doesnt go my way

not feeling very good emotionally. gossips everywhere. fuck you.
i can be a funny guy at times ok. but i still have feelings!!! haiz
i guess let the feelings sway into playing the guitar.
i wish i can talk to girls about guitars.