with a heart and a key
which i initially wanted to use the money
to buy *ehem*
i hope to give you that necklace on 1st nov
which is today
along with asking that question
but when i know youre going out with him
i just knew something would happen
you told me you wouldnt forget your past again
you hugged him again
i clenched the necklace
i was sad but oh well
i threw away the necklace
and yes this was the surprise
thats why i said it wouldnt be much of that exciting anymore with the surprise
but however parents didnt let me go out today
bummer
regardless of necklace or what,
i still do wanna see her
before she goes off..
again just now i smoked a lot
5 sticks?
its just keeping on calling me like
"yo sufi do you wanna smoke me? im cool. when youre down light me up and smoke me"
i guess thats what you call addiction
but this addiction didnt happen for a reason
it happened because of a her
hmm sometimes i wonder.. why cling to the past if it hurts?
the future is ours to take
ive always ended up in a losing state when it comes in relationship
thats probably why i suck in it
most of the time girls just want to have a listening ear
and i volunteered
but i was just treated as the 'bouncer' and then they leave just like that when they encounter a hot guy
nevertheless, i have great friends who smoke
people use to think that smokers are bad people generally
with the disgusting smell and yellow teeth
i disagree as people who are smokers are people who are downfully right on earth
as they have experience much hardship in anything like relationship etc.
just now my nephew had a birthday party. then i said to my cousin Nana that i smoke. she was shocked that i smoke.
is my face that non-smoker type or what?
or am i just too nice?
im a barack obama supporter
