so im going china on wed. gonna miss a lot of people.

- my parents. thanks for everything. forking out money when my trip to china are not subsidised at all. (cos the people up there think my parents are from high class paying jobs so needed to pay the full $1800 -.-)

- Varicella (Shahren,Jowin,Caleb). im sorry if im such a let down in a few lead parts. but i promise u guys ill work hard

- Poly mates (farhan and the AE peeps, 1A02 first sem, 2nd sem). thank you for one of the best year in my life. was a really great first year with you guys

- Honourable mentions

1) Haikal. Best bud of the year. sorry if i copied a lot of your work. but hey i still contributed to the homeworks too. thanks. i can depend a lot on this guy. thanks for everything

2) Alyssyah. You taught me how to scold girls in another different level that is considered to me as fun. haha im sorry we meet. i guess if we didnt meet then things would have turn out differently i guess. thanks for everything

3) Shahren. Best going out buddy to pool and jamming of the year. sorry if im a bitch at times but i guess thats me right. hahaha. thanks for everything. i promise ill improve on my guitar skills

4) Fariz. Even though you can be late and have a fucked up attitude at some times, i still consider u as one of the best buds in poly. the thing i like about u is u like to share without hesitation. and yah ure the best gym bud id ever had. ahahah hopefully in china we'll enjoy ourselves. thanks alot

5) Farhan. hahah mat rep! thanks for all the joey and chandler moments. smoking moments. having fun in CATS moments. if this post was to be about first sem, confirm ure the first person on the list! haha thanks for everything

6) Nadirah. hahaha first girl i looked for like 10 times in a row when i had a gig back last year. haha. hope ull overcome ur problem soon and say ure beautiful alright! hahaha and stop crying for fuck sake. and dont smoke.

7) Yip Yong. DEL buddy. hahah sorry for all the jokes about u. hopefully next year we're still in the same class or what. then we can take 52 to bishan everyday after school. hahahah. thanks

8) Sufei. my step sister. hahahah im gonna miss u a lot. confirm u can score for ur exams lah. promise me we'll meet up after im back from china? we can call it our belated birthday lunch. hahahah

9) Syafiq. thanks for letting me go to that american school. i still have hard on thinking bout that school. hehe. and thanks for refereeing in my match last sat.

10) Haiqal Anuar. my best friend in pri school and still today. best milfhunter also. thanks for everything


theres a lot of people in the list right now. but this is the top 10. heh
i hope ill return back safely from china. toodles for now

hey peeps. happy cny and valentines
im at the airport with an idiot that i cant seem to lose him off. hahahaha
hahaha anyway all the best in your upcoming exams

and im not even sad i dont have a date for valentines!

today really pushed myself to the limit in sch gym. haha

and i got to know something
apparently this girl told my friend that 'the person i liked' didnt like me and then told everyone about it

to 'the person i liked'

why does such news always i have to end up the last to know? its about me what? why last?
and.. if u really dont like me, ill appreciate it if u just tell me directly to my face rather than other people.
the first incident was similar to this. keeping quiet aint gonna help.
why are girls such complicating creatures?

she took my heart
she took my soul
she took my fragile hand
to hold
she took advantage all the time
ill take her back
cos her love makes me blind

WAH FINALLY BLOGGED! AFTER 2 MONTHS. someone forced me to blog. heh
final exams are nearing. i hope im prepared for it
just now was FAT final test. Fundamentals of Aerospace Technology. super difficult. -.-
heh




at least say something
rather than keeping it to yourself
if not ill end up feeling more pain inside
and its ok if you dont love me
i dont care
i just wanted a response
please say something
let us be friends again
we'll chat until the wee hours of the morning
eating nutella


i love to hide my feelings
and if i cant control them
ill blog it at here
so im thanking you blog.
thanks for being there for me

theres this girl i know of recently
havent been talking to her for weeks
my intentions was just being a friend
yet u think differently
and said i rushed to fast and being too pushy
ok i apologise for that
u humiliate me in front of ur classmates
yet i kept calm.
but before any of this avoiding thing happened
u should have talked with me face to face regarding me being pushy and stuff
i dont like it when u say it to ur best friend.
and then ur best friend spreads it to someone else.

the gig was the sex. but it came at a price :( haha fell sick. reflecting from the gig, i need to be a better guitar player